Sorrows Underneath~

I think of all my problems
I think of all my pain
I think about all my sorrows
Until I go insane

I think of all the smiles I've worn
Which hides sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice
That I go through so much grief

My tears seem to keep flowing
Inside my tired eyes
Each time I wanna tell you
My words come out as lies

These dayz I'm feeling distant
Far away and weak
My sadness pulls me further
From the happiness I seek

I've just begun to realize
That my hopes and dreams are gone
I'm walking down a dead-end road
Humming a tuneless song

I'm standing on a rooftop
Although I'm scared of heights
I'm watching the cars beneath me move
And somehow this doesn't feel rite

Now I think of what I'm doing
I know I should find a way
To beat through my depression
Will I be able to someday??

Someone might be there
To help me make it through
Maybe they will listen
And tell me what to do.

I'm seeing through the darkness
And I'm starting to trust a few
I think I'll try to make it
So I can be there for them too~