~Please~

Please give me bravery to smile each day
Please give me honor to not look away
Please give me hope by which to live
Please give me strenght to not take, but give
Please give me pride so I can be pround of myself
Please give me friends who won't judge what they see
Please give me openess to smile at all
Please give me strenght to rise after I fall
Please give me the will to do all I can
Please give me the heart to love who I am
Because it's only when I have all these virtues, you see,
That I can make peace with those around me...



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

~A story~

One day a girl passed by a guy she had a crush on
She asked him if he liked her
He said "no..."
She asked him if she was cute
He replied saying "no way"
She was dissapointed
She asked him again
If he'll be sad if she didn't appear infront of him one day
He said "why would I be sad for you..?"
As she walked away,
He grabbed her arm and hugged her tightly
He said "I dun like you but I love you..You're not cute but you're perfect...And I wouldn't be sad if you didn't appear infront of me cuz I'll be killing myself if u didn't appear...I love you..."
She burst out in tears and hugged him back tightly...She said "If you really love me, why have you not talked to me for so long and why do youkeep avoiding me?"
He replied " I avoid and I never talked to you because I was nervous and I was afraid of what your answer might be if I asked you to be my girlfriend..."
She replied " Sure I'll be your girlfriend"
Then they both walk away and back home together knowing that they have soemthing new ahead of them....



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~BeauTiFul~

You told me I was beautiful
It meant so much to me
But when I looked into the mirror
There was no beauty I could see
I asked you why you said that
I asked you why you lied
Then you told me to look closer
Because I'm beautiful on the inside



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~Kaleidoscope~

In a desperate moment
the me I was
Prayed to whoever would hear
And the me I would be
Reached back in love
took my hand
and lead me to be
the me I would be
In a desperate moment
The me I would be
Prayed to the me I am
Reaching for me
Knowing I would help
In a desperate moment
The me I am
Smiles towards the me
I will be
And Kaleidoscope smiles back at all of us



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~True Reflections~

I feel it's all too easy
In this shallow day and age
To compare your outer beauty
to that on a magazine page
The hair, the smile
And flawless skin
The tan, the height
How beautifully thin!
Yet the look on you
Never turns out right
When you try to measure up
Its always nope and not quite
So I say take a look
At yourse;f without the mirror
And maybe then within yourself
Your beauty will be clearer
True that models they are beautiful
The skin, the clothes, the face
But superficial beauty
In time it will be erased
True beauty lies within you
From loving who you are
The passion for the things you do
In life will take you far
So remeber to look inward
And set aside your pride
And there will be your beauty
Shining deep inside....



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~Masked Stranger~

I'm a lonely, silent stranger
And to myself untrue
I hide behind a mask you see
That no one can unglue
I sit alone and think at night
And wish that I could cry
But my mask will not allow it
So my eyes are always dry
I long to share what's underneath
This painful mask of mine
But everyone that I can trust
Juz doesn't have the time
Alone in this uniqueness
That nobody can see
Because I hide myself so well
THat they cannot hear my plea
I'll try to struggle on alone
And yes I'll get crushed down
But I'll keep on striving
Until myself is found
I'll wait till I've succeeded
And can live without a mask
Then I'll help another stranger
That was too afraid to ask for help



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~Strive~

Pray for the day when all men are equal
Stay for the time when love has a sequel
Strive for the dawn of a more gracious world
Thrive in a knowledge of true joy unfurled
Stand for the things that you know to be right
Understand hardships of souls without sight
Give to the people who have less than you
Live to give credit where credit is due
Endure rocky friendships
forgive and forget
Ensure that the needs of the nation are met
Hope for the time that leaves nothing to mourn
Cope with the trials of change as they're born
Fight for the wounded in body and heart
Unite the cultures long since torn apart
Speak for the people who haven't a voice
Seek for the option to be given a choice
Exist for the chance to right wrongs old and new
Resits any frce that defies what you do.



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

~Beauty~

I picked up a magazine one day
About as happy as I could be
I knew I wasn't perfect
But I knew that I was me.
I smiled at a picture
Of a girl with her features perfect
Then looked at myself in the mirror
Quickly deciding that life wasn't fair
My hair wasn't as perfect as hers
And I had boring dark brown eyes
I studied that perfect girl
And I decided I wasn't quite the rite size
Page after page I began to see
The way a young girl should be
And suddenly I realized
I wanted that girl to be me
Quickly I began to notice
All the things that I should change
My eyes weren't the right colour
And my nose was a tad bit strange.
Brown hair wasn't quite the right shade
My body wasn't just the right size
The girl in the picture seemed happy
And look how she's surrounded by guys!
If that girl looks so joyful
That must be the way girls should look
And I decided as I turned the last page
That I'd do watever it took
After a while my hair was blond
My body much too small
And even though I tried and tried
There was nothing to do about being too tall
When I held the picture up to the mirror
I didn't see what I wanted to see
I didn't become the girl in the picture
I was only the same old me
That magazine taught me about beauty
And what all young girls should be
But now that I've tried to do it
I wonder what's wrong with just being me/myself?


Dear Rachel Soh Jing Wen, If you are reading this.... I made this poem specially for u... Since you keep saying that you aren't perfect....Now this is a poem for u....Hope u understand and enjoy it ok?? Remember this!!! "No matter wat happenz between us, I'll alwayz be your bestfrend...And when you are down, I'll be your feet to lift u up again....And when no one wants to be your friend, I'll be your one and only bestfrend and I'll help u smile again....And when you are facing troubles, I'll be your little angel that will give you a way out....So dun worry about wat others think about you cuz no matter wat they say or do, You'll alwayz be a girl that has a perfect life...And I'll be your bestfrend forever!!" SO CHILLAX Girl!!


Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~I Learned~

Isolated from the group
Separated because of false judgement
Judged solely on appearence
No one bothered to look inside
Inside deeper
Into what really matters
Sitting in the corner alone.
With eyes constantly staring at her
Staring as if the circus
Had come but no
It was one girl
We were a group of 5
3 laughing
2 observing.
Not one soul dared to speak
Speak for wat they belived
And in a way the 2,
One of which is me
Were just as bad as the 3
Because we did nothing.
Nothing to stop the frequent teasing
Because we were too concerned
Concerned about our reputation,
It was not until later
I realized how selfish I had been
I had acted in a way that I shall always regret,
But I can't change the past.
However, I can create a future,
A future where I can make different dicisions.



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~Who Are You?? Teenager?~

Who are you? Teenager?
What have you done to me?
To that girl filled with laughter
So careless and so free.
Who are you? Teenager?
To make me feel this way?
Moody, sad , frustrated,
And more confused each day.
Who are you? Teenager?
Tell me why did you hide
The confidence and self-assurance
That I used to feel inside?
Who are you? Teenager?
New hormones always raging
I feel so insecure now
With my girlish body quickly aging.
Who are you?Teenager?
Please, I need to know.
Will you help me find my dreams
As I learn and change and grow?
Is that you teenager?
Showing me how to care
For hidden pieces of me
I never knew were there
Is that you teenager?
Playing a young woman's part.
Maturing body, changing feelings
Yet always a child at heart
Is that you teenager?
Helping me to see
That I am uniquely special
and so glad that I am me.



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

~Realize You Are Responsible For Your Own Happiness~

When you realize that your happiness is something you are in charge of, you are no longer the victim of other people's actions or behaviors....
I have a good friend Rachel,whom I talk to about things that are happening in my life. She does the same with me. One day, I was very upset. I was mad at my ex-boyfriend and I really needed to talk to her about it. I called and left a few messages, but I didn't hear back from her until the end of the day. When she finally did call, she told me she had received my messages but had been too busy to call me back earlier. In the meantime, I had called my ex-boyfrend and tried to explain to him why he was making me so unhappy. He became annoyed. We ended the conversation on a bad note, and I was even more upset than I had been before.
In my mind, none of this would have happened if Rachel had just called me back earlier. It was all her fault. If I had been able to talk to her, I wouldn't have to call my ex-boyfrend and made a complete fool of myself. When I tried to explain this to Rachel, she got defensive and told me about all the times I hadn't been there for her when she needed me. Before long we were yelling at each other and then in one of my more mature moments, I hung up on her. I sat next to the phone and cried. Than i think to myslef *no one loves me.... I mean really loves me.They love me when I am helping them or giving them attention, but when I need something, FORGET ABOUT IT!!!*
Why pathetic? Because I was blaming everyone else for my unhappiness. It was Rachel's fault for not calling, it was my ex-boyfrend's fault for not understanding, it was my parents fault for not loving me enough to instill in me a healthy sense of self-esteem. And then I blamed myself. The reality of course, was there was no one at fault, just people learning lessons.
If I had remembered that I was reponsible for my own happiness, that day would have unfolded differently.
First of all, I am not a victim. Rachel not calling me back earlier was not about me. Rachel not calling me back wasn't the reason I felt unloved. Rachel not calling me back may have been the trigger, but the feeling of being unloved had been with me all along. When I don't feel loved by others, it has a lot to do with how much I love myself.
Second, the problem I was having with my ex-boyfrend came about because I was putting myself in the position of the victim. I started off looking at the situation like this....*He is doing something to me that is causing me to feel hurt. If I could get him to change his behaviour, then I wouldn't feel hurt. In other words, I was making my ex-boyfrend reponsible for my happiness. This gives him the power to make me happy or sad. And when he makes me sad than I am a victim..
When I remebered that I was not going to feel loved until I loved myself, I took back my power. I took responsibility for myself
Every minute f everyday we are faced with the choice to be in charge of our happiness or to put someone else in charge. The more you focus on loving yourself, the more love you will feel. Your parents can't do it for you, your friendz can't do it for you and your teachers can't do it for you either. You are the one responsible for your own happiness......



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~Get To Know Yourself~

First is a Poem titled "Take A Look"

Take a look around you
Is it everything you dreamed?
Is it what you always wanted?
Is it even what you need?

Look at your life and how you may live it
Did it turn out as you liked?
Or are you a perfect stranger
Living someone else's life?

When you see your reflection in the mirror
Is it who you want to be?
Or is it someone you don't know
Is it someone else you see?

Do you see yourself as others do?
Or do you look inside?
Cause if you go by looks alone
Shallowness may be your only guide.

Next time you look into the mirror
Look past everything you see
Look deep inside at who you are
And who you want to be...



Posted by~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Todayz~

I hate it if someone burstz out ppl secret.... ARGHHHHH!!!! Well....I gotta chilll..... Today we had to present our english oral test...It was really scary cuz I havent perform in class for ages.... So I was kinda shivering while doing my oral test....We aso got our english teacher angry becuz alot of them didn't bring and didn't do their oral.... Teacher was kinda upset... I did a topic about how to do Cupcakez....Yippeeee!!! Well the comment teacher gave wasnt bad at all.... Wootz!!! Than wat else..... urmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......oh yea.... During perhimpunan, we as the prefects of the school we are suppose to naikan the flagz.... Malaysia's flag, Selangor flag and our school flag.... So the malaysia's flag was pulled by our pengawas Adrian Tung while the other 2 flagz was pulled by our probates..... Everything was fine but when it cam to our school flag.... something bad happen.... Well when u finished pulling the flag ur suppose to roll the string on the hook, but our probate accidentally released the string and the whole falg came down.... Luckily Adrian helped..... And now that probate very shy.... Well if you are the probate who did tat and you are reading this..... CHILL!!! Its your first time doing it... Everyone makez mistake so chillax kayz?? Dun need pai seh de la.... Atleast u got the timing rite... No one is going to blame u kayz?? SO CHILL!!!I'm bored...... BORED................Waiting for the time to be 12am.... haiz.... waiting for LT to call.....Sien leh...Without him I feel empty on the inside and I feel lifeless....Anywayz I wanna go makan ice cream and I wanna go watch TV!!! Byebye!!!XOXO~



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

YUMMY CUPCAKEZ!!

This was 1 of the pictures my friend Celine Ooi took...It's a stupid picture of me running for our school SMK USJ 13 sports day...Got number 1 though~XD.... But looked wierd in this pic...Haven slap her for taking this pic...



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

~My Biodata~

Name~ Clarissa Khoo
D.O.B~ 9 October 1996
Nicknamez~ CaramelPrincess , Caramella , Majestic Heart , Noriana
Japanese Nicknamez~ Nori Katsumi
Email Address~ Clarissakhoo@hotmail.com
Zodiac~ Rat
Horoscope~ Libra
Religion~ Christian (Assembly Of God)
Boyfrend~ Lucas Tan
BFF~ Rachel Soh , Lau Jia Mae , Vanna Lee
Bestfwendz~ Farisa Amira, Sarah Adriana, Celine Ooi, Jing Ee, Wan Ee, Elsie Ong,
Ammelia, Amira Azmi, Farah Izzati, Nadrah Farisa, Balqish, Cheryl , Shu
Faye, Tasha, Syakirah, Louis Lai, Wei Zhun, Donald Yeow, Jit Yang, Adrian
Chan, Adrian Tung, Rachel Ng and many more....
Cliques~ FRS(Forever Rising Star)Rachel Soh, Amira, Farisa and me!!
Pet Brotherz~ Kevin , Chi Queiin, Wei Xiong, Kah Hong~
Pet Sisterz~ Jing Ee, Shireen Wong, Mandy, Bi-Anne
Hobby~ Singing, Dancing, Cosplaying, Drawing
Ambittion~ Singer, Dancer, Designer
Fav.Food~ Ice-Cream, Pasta, Fishez, Laksa and lotz more
Fav.Drinkz~ Bubble Tea, CaramelTea, Caramel Milk, Ice-Blendz
Fav.Colour~ Pink, Blue, Black, White, Silver, Gold
Fav.Singerz~ Taylor Swift, Iyaz, Jay Sean, Boa, JyonGir & many more
Fav.Bandz~ Girlz Generation, Super Junior, Big Bang, Shinee
Fav.Actor~ William Mosley
Fav.Actress~ Anne Hathaway
Fav.Shop~ Miss Whatever, Girlz, Sasha, Hello Planet, Roxy, I-Socks
Fav.Stuff~ Cute stuff, Anime stuff, Girlz stuff
Fav.Movie~ Shugo Chara, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Heartz, Bleach, Quoran Host Club,
Tsubasa Chronicles, Pandora Hearts, Chobits, Legally Blondes, Happy
Fortune Life
Fav.Songz~ Solo, In My Head, Tik Tok, SEOUL, Beat Again, Straight through my heart
Maybe Someday, Baby, Enie Minie, Down, Do you remember, Fifteen, Gee,
Change, Secret Princess, Honto No Jibun, Replay, Eat You up, Valentines
Winter Love, White Horses, Teardrops on my guitar, Peerless, Omakase
Guardian, No Surprise and lotz more!!
Kindergarden~ GCC
Primary School~ Stella Maris Primary School
Secondary School~ SMK USJ 13
Church(English)~ Metro Tabernacle A/G
Church(Chinese)~ Calvary Harvest Church

~Lyrics for the song "Solo" by Iyaz~

VERSE 1
I said I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo
See girl we used to be a team
Runnin the streets yeahhh
We was living out our dreams ohhhhh
You used to be my rida
I was your provida
Now we separated in two
PRE-CHORUS
Oh and baby you left me sailed away alone
(Yeahhhhh alone)
And now you've got me trapped up on this island
Where I got no way to get home
CHORUS
And I don't wanna go go
I don't wanna go go
I don't want it no no
I don't want it no no
I don't wan to walk this earth if I gotta do it solo(solo)
CHORUS 2
Cuz I was so high and now I'm so low
And I don't wanna walk around alone solo
I said I don't wan to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo solo)
VERSE 2
You was the beat onto my top line
Put us together and you often hit the rewind
See you give me a purpose
Now I'm getting nervous
That my heart will never sing again
Oh!!! And we was burning up the airways
They knew us from the Virgin Islands to the UK
See we was on our way to the
Platanium and Gold
Never thought that you'd go
But you did yeah
Yeah you did
*Repeat PRE-CHORUS
*Repeat CHORUS
*Repeat CHORUS 2
BRIDGE
I don't wanna walk S-O-L-O
I don't wanna walk S-O-L-O
Woahhh woahhh woahhh woahh
I don't wanna walk S-O-L-O
*Repeat CHORUS
*Repeat CHORUS 2



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

A poem I wrote~

I've missed you day and night
I've never stop thinking about you
I've always waited for your message
your call, your hug, your kisses and your voice

I've missed you so badly that
I've got your pictures hung up on my walls
I view you pictures everyday
And I stare at you pictures every second, Every minute, Every hour and every night

I've never stop thinking about you
Because you're the one i love the most
You've never hurt me before and u showed me love is real
You've never gave up on me even though
I can be rebellious at times
Yet you were patient and you hugged me
You made me smile and laugh when I am sad....

I've waited for your message day and night
Because I wanna know how was your day
How much you've missed me
and how much you love me
Even though you are busy at times,
You'll still find time to call me
so that you can hear my voice
and hear how much I love and miss you

I miss your hug because you hugged me tightly
and whisper softly in my ear saying
"I dun wan you to leave my life"
And after saying those words
You kiss me softly with your sweet and gentle lips
and you say you love me very much....



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

I Dunno What happened to me~

I got scolding today by our disiplin teacher...becuz there is a group in FB tat is about a teacher in our school....And teacher scolded me for posing 2 comments...one was about why i hate the teacher...another one was "kena denda kena la"... I regreted saying tat cuz i juz realized how bad teacher would feel if we post that... But its to late to say sorry cuz we can't reverse time... I will juz have to face the consiquences of my actions....Haiz.... I might be changing school to Australia anywayz...So....I'll inform u guyz ltr on...Bye~



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

The Choral Speaking~

I was impressed by the performance of the choral speakerz juz now...Cuz during assembly, The choral speakers presented a speach about "Growing up".. It was hyper funny!!! Like for upsr... They were like yelling "UPSR IS COMING!!! UPSR IS COMING!!" and there was a part that a guy was so happy he got 5e's... He said "5E'S STANDZ FOR 5EXCELLENT... And MY DA'S GONNA BUY ME A NEW LAPTOP!! MY DAD IS GOING TO BUY ME A NEW LAPTOP!!" Haha!!



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

I'm exhausted!!!!

Today went to collect report card.... Which wasnt that bad... After collecting report card Me and my kai jie Mandy went took a bus to Sunway Pyramid for her Boyfrend birthday...WOOTZ!!! It was kinda fun!!! Before the guyz arrive, me and mandy decided to make a birthday present for her bf Khai Xiang... We went to a store in asian avenue.... This shop does keychain, phone chain and watsoever... But one thing that waas unique about this store is that they put a picture that u wan on a metal piece...You know like necklaces there is a kind of like label thing example The necklace infront got a pic of a dragon than behind got name, sex, age and so on...so this one instead of puting the dragon and stuff.... You can put a pic u wan...and watever u wanna write behind... and when the necklace is done the picture was like it was scartch out...but it was smooth and it wasnt rough...It was really pretty...If u dun understand wat on earth am i saying u can go to Sunway Pyramid and go in Asian Avenue and go to the shop named "The Dotz" That was where we went to get Khai Xiangz present... And it was RM40!!! Expensive weh!! After that we waited for Khai Xiang and his friend to come... So we waited somewhere near ampcorp karaoke.... Than when they arrived me and mandy realized they had the same haircut and same kind of hat... They were BALD!!! And they were wearing hatz so they could cover it up... Haha!!! Thats wat u get if u go national service...Hahaha!!! Than we went karoake.... It was awesome!! But as soon as it was getting better, Mandy's ex texted her using the word "Baby" Khai xiang so happened to read her phone and he got angry... He thought that Mandy was flirting with someone else...Mandy was crying badly after that... Khai Xiang was upset... So after like 10minutes after that happened, Mandy texted me and ask me to get her stuff and bagz and she told me she wanna leave... So i did wat she said.... Then Khai xiang texted me asking where were we, Mandy told me not to tell him.... so i replied saying "we're somewhere" Khai Xiang than replied sayin "Bring her come back here now" Mandy refused.... So i replied again "She doesn't wan" He called mandy but mandy asked me to answer for her... Khai Xiang ask where are we.... Mandy told me not to tell him... Khai Xiang than said if mandy doesnt wanna tell, i muz tell him.... but i didnt dare cuz i knew mandy would be angry... Than he said how are we going back? Mandy told me to tell him she'll find her own way back... By that time Khai Xiang was already angry... Khai xiang replied in an angry manner saying " Fine!!! You guyz find ur own way back!!!Bye!" I was shocked!!! After that i received a text from khai xiang he ask me again where am i? I secretly told him we were at a shop called "Ice Monster" So after argueing he came and teman Mandy... Ant the end they were back together again...WOOTZ!!! After that i went to a stall to do a phone chain...I did a chain that sayz CP luv LT~ Hehe!!! It cost like RM10.50~ Well ok la... not that expensive~ Haiz than after that we rushed back home cuz mandy had to rush to tuition and Khai Xiang had to rush to i dunno where..... That will be the first and last time i sit his car... Cuz he'll get angry if u didnt tell him directions on how to go back earlier.... even though we told him already...SWT~ Well..... Now i wanna go sleep!!! Nite pplz!!!!



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

Haiz~

I'm in a no mood today thankz to 2 girlz in form 1 who ruin my day.... One was VT from 1D another one was from 1T.... VT as usual tries to make me angry everyday.... The girl from 1T annoyed me by sayin something about girlz stuff infront of boyz and the boyz was like staring WTF weh!!! URGHHHH!!!! Tomorrow need go collect report card somemore....Swt~ Luckily my daddy cannot go....Hahaz!!! Than after collect report card i going Sunway Pyramid with fwendz...Yippe!!! Relive my stress.... Tomorrow go sunway for birthday... Hehe!!!! VT can u stop disturbing you're a annoying miss bitch.... So stop it... Everyone hates u already thankz to me.... I told u not to get on my nerve didn't I?? I can make the whole school hate u.... So dun make me do it... I've already started telling everyone wat u did....let's see i've already told like 40% of the entire school in a day.... SO WATCH YOUR MOUTH.... THIS WILL TEACH U A LESSON.... I warned u so many times dun annoy me and dun disturb me rite... You dun wan listen somemore call ur bf come scold me....HAHAHAHA!!!! He ran away....Stupid la ur bf.... Useless a-hole... I dun give a damn wat u tell stories to ur frendz....as long as it doesnt conclude me i'll be fine with u....So miss beyotch stop it k?? Last warning for u b4 I tell the entire school......



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Today is 8th of april and its 9.16pm....~

Juz came back from Sunway with my kai korz.... Damn nice evrything aso they pay...I never use 10 sens also...Thankz alot yea!! Hmmm....We went ice skatin which ah kor keep falling down....HAHA!!! Try to show off somemore now see wat happen!! Than as usual i drag them go shoppin find clothes... I spent around RM300 of their money on clothez....OMG~ I used RM200 of CO money and RM100 on RK money!! Walao... They somemore say i can spent somemore wor... CO brought RM 890 and RK brought RM700 than he went ATM take out RM500....Wah!!! So I spent RM300 already plus ice skating was RM325 if I am not mistaken....Than after shopping go makan at Wendy's restaurent... Damn nice....Wat else did i do??..............Went and buy kor's phone accescorry than he aso bought the couple keychain for me....But dun salah faham k...he not wan kao me...The keychain is as a symbol of me and my kor forever!!! Hehe... But he not my bf ar!!! LT my bf ok?? Not CO!!! LT mine forever!!! Haha!!! I sampat jor....OMG.... And in school I just started to hate a girl named VT!! I shorten her name cuz I like ppl guessing names out!!!Haha.... Her facebook picture like shit nia... Always like to post cute cute!! EWWWW!!!! I mean if u are cute and all ok la u wanna post.... But she haiz....Her face macam tahi lembu.... And somemore thinkz she very prety and hot!!! Blek!!! Vomit blood lu!!! Pls la VT if u are reading this, FYI alot of ppl hate u leh.... all those guyz u try to kao all my bestfrendz ok...They find u annoying and ugly... I know myself not so pretty la ok... I know... But atlest i dun act like u.... Perasaan sangat buat ape?? Got other girlz prettier than u la.... All those guyz wanna kao u wan all Leong sui de!!! So dun think u got BOYFREND you very big la... You havent see my actual character yet ok?? If u were in SMK USJ13 last year u wun mess with me ok.... ASK LA YOUR BOYFREND COME FIND ME!!!! I scare of him meh...Lolz.... U coward cannot handle your own problems that u created urself.... Muz ask ur BOyfrend come find me..... COME LA!!!! And next time if u cannot handle ur own problemz, DUN START IT LA!!! Think wat u more pro than me in fighting izit?? You wan fight come la!!! I am warning u VT is you dare mess with me, My bestfrendz or my kai mui's YOU WATCH OUT!!! I'll personally make sure you're dead!!! Dun you dare make me angry!!! And dun try to miss popular in the school ok?? Cuz you're not one... Never have and never will....Maybe ur miss popular in ur lame class but u'll never be miss popular in school.... Oh yea another thing.... Facebook picture dun need act cute la ok?? In school you tomboy only in pictures wanna act cute...Plz la see your face and pic aso wan vomit leh....Dun even think of becoming a model la.... You become model everyone will critize you la.... Sakai!!! Dun need show your front body also ok?? Everyone knows la you flat-chested de la.... So dun need show off ok?? You flat-chessted wanna wear XRA that is not ur size so it looks like ur front very big... Think we all form2 stupid meh?? maybe we not that smart but we're smarter than u la ook?? During PJ when u change baju everyone can see la...So stop it ok?? its very annoying... No wonder all your boyfrendz dump u.... Cuz u lan ci... Sombong and perasaan sangat~ Who on earth wan u? so wake up and realize this is not a fairytale land ok?? Geez.... The more i talk about her the more i'm getting angry~..... I seriously dunno how to describe her useless character totally....Luckily Hyiena, Fat Pig, AC and AT agrees with me than VT suckz.... Thankz alot guyz for being there by my side everytime!!! About school....hmmmmm..... I had to sign 24 demerit papers as a saksi for students who never bring buku nilam on tuesday.... They all got 5demerit pointz....0o0....Haiz.... Tomorrow morning going to play basketball with Jing Ee and Adrian Chan at 8am....WOOTZ!! Now i gtg sleep awhile cuz ltr i'm gonna get 2 phone callz....1 from LT and one from NSHV.... So gud nite pplz!!



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Today is 7th of April 2010~(i dunno why blogger date is 6th of april)

I'm bored... It was a wild nite for me last night...Cuz i received a message from NS sayin that he doesn't wan me anymore.... HAHAHA!!! YES!!!!! Finally I'm a free bird!!! Now I can be with LT in peace....But now I'm his pet sis......Well as long as he doesnt toture me as he did last time when i was with him... I'm fine with being his pet sis....Lalalalala~ Today.....hmmmm....I got Science,Bacaan,Bahasa Malaysia,Sejarah,Kemahiran Hidup(Ekonomi Rumah Tangga)and Sivik~ Haiz.....Another wild day for me...Science will be kinda fun for me.... Bacaan will be SUPER fun for me cuz we get to do anything we wanna do...Bahasa Malaysia will be normal cuz i never listen to wat teacher is sayin....Sejarah always surprises me cuz its interesting.....Kemahiran Hidup will be HYPER FUN becuz we are now doing a project and i luv projectz......Sivik hmmmm we the students of 2cekal never listen to wat the sivik teacher(Encik Abdullah) is saying....We can't hear a word he is saying....Seriously!!! Wat else should i write here???* thinkz*................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................AH!!!! I know....Ohiayoo ppl!!! Konichiiwa!!! Kawaii desu~Swt.....*singz**its a quater after 1 i'm all alone and i need u now say that i wouldnt come but i lost control and i need you now* Anyway....I need go eat my lunch!!! I'm starvin....So bye bye for now....I'll continue posting when I return back from school.....Which will be around 8.30pm.... So bye!! Sayoonara folkz!!! Have a great day ahead!!



Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

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Haiz~

I'm tired but i dun feel like sleeping... I'm insane.... I dun feel like going to school tomorrow becuz it will be another day of riot... Besides that, i have to see that stupid idiots face in school tomorrow... U might know that person as a playboy, flirter, sombong and i dunno wat else u guyz name him....URGHHH!!! If only LT was in my school....which could never happen....haiz.... Let's see...It's already 12.36am and im not even sleeping WTH!!! I have to wake up early around 7am to go back to subang as now ii'm in my mummy's house woots!!! I prefer livin here than subang...here i can be in peace...i dun have to think about that idiot guy....and i get to think about LT!!! Haha~ It makes me feel so much better as LT has never hurt me before....LT hmmmm....how can i describe him.....urmmm....charming, kind, patient, honest, caring, loyal,urmmmm....sot sot(dun kill me if you're reading this LT),funny,makes me happy when i am down....My counseler....Lolz....i dunno wat else I can say about him....But easier way for u to understand it, he is 100% better than that IDIOT!! Lalalalalalalalalala~ I'm seriously going nutz!!! I'm missing you LT...Wished you were here by my side....Hope can change school next year... I dun wanna see that idiot again....Better still hope can change school tomorrow.... At the same time I kinda miss 1 of my class mate named Parry Benedict....AKA Platypus!! Hehe!!! He changed school around the last week of march....I have no idea why but he lost his dad not long before he changed school..... Kesian....But he was his own hapy self after a few dayz...Thankz to us...The students of 2 Cekal who brought him laughing and smiling again....In 2Cekal our motto is kinda simple..."United We Stand Divided We Fall"....I bet some of u guyz heard this motto before....If u haven't heard it.... YOU'RE A NOOOBBB!!!....No la no la....Joking ony....Dun marah marah ok?? Not ok get lost....OMG i'm seriously insane.....I'm starting to sound like donald yeow talking to ppl....AHHHH!!!! C'mon clarissa Cut it out....*slapz* ahhh....ok feel better now....Or not... Cuz now i feel sleepy....*yawns* Well good night folkz!!! Nite LT AKA Lao kong!! XD!!! BYE BYE!!!



Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

Genting Highlandz~

Today was awesome...Me, My evil sis, my mom and KL family went to genting together....WOHOO!!! It was so fun haha....we played hmmm letz see wat can i remember..... Of course i can remeber the roller costers like "CorkScrew","Flying Dragon", "GoldenMine"....also sat on a dunno wat big round thing something like a swing wow.... Than I went with KL to the water canoe thing where it is something like a roller coster just that its in a canoe and you can get wet!! It was not fun for KL cuz he got wet the most....I was hiding behind him with a teddy bear I won at a booth~Haha...


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Tears Are Falling~

Tears are falling from my eyes,
as I sit and cry at night.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try to write.
I have so much pain,
I'm hurt a lot,
I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart.
no one understands,
I don't know where to start
and I don't know where to end.
love hurts so much,
like a thousand stabbing knives,
especially when you have all this pain,
that you wish you could deny.
I'm so sore right now,
my heart is racing fast,
you told me love is happy
but now I am sitting here with all this pain,
I don't understand.
I wish U can kiss them all away
but no matter how much I try to forget about
this pain...I cant cause my heart is telling me,
the only one who can take the pain away is the
same person who gave it to U


Posted By~Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

When You Love Someone~

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.
Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.
You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.
He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.
One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.
He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.
You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.
It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon


Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

Why Do I Still Love You~

Sitting here thinking,
Of the times you've hurt me.
Wondering why I still love you.
Maybe it's your eyes,
The way they make me feel so good inside.
Or the way you smile,
That makes me feel that I've never been so happy in my life.
It's probably just the way you are you,
A funny, sweet, caring, cute guy that every girl dreams of.
But all the times you hurt me,
I just don't understand,
Why I still love you.


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

You Made Me cry~

You made me cry
You tore me apart
You left me in tears
You shattered my heart

It wasn't your fault
I guess it was me
For love can't be forced
Perhaps we weren't meant to be

It still doesn't help
Now that I know
Because for some reason
My heart won't let go

I've tried more than once
To get over you
But you make it so hard
With cute things that you do

I thought love was joy
But I've got nothing to gain
Just sorrow, tears
And a little more pain

The day the pain started
Reality came too
It was the day that I realized
I'll never be with you


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Saying I love you~

NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
IF YOU DON'T REALLY CARE.
NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS
IF THEY AREN'T THERE.
NEVER HOLD MY HAND
IF YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART.
NEVER SAT YOU'RE GOING TO
IF YOU DON'T PLAN TO START.
NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES
IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE.
NEVER SAY HELLO
WHEN YOU MEAN GOOD-BYE.
IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER
THEN SAY THAT YOU WILL TRY.
AND NEVER SAY FOREVER
CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY


Posted By~Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Someone Like You~

I waited forever for someone like you,
What is it that you do?
One wave,
I cave.
But not this time
It’s me you’ll never find.

I gave u my heart
I gave u my all
From the day we met
And through every fall
Why are u doing this I don’t understand
All I ever wanted was forever to be ur only girl

My heart is breaking seeing u with another girl
Flirting and together,
Why do u still lie?

I was born to cry, hide, and lose,
But I was raised to think, love and choose.
You loved the drug, never me,
I trusted you, so just leave!

Everyone warned me,
But I couldn’t see.
Your hands covered my eyes,
And now they’re dry from all the cries.

So I’ll move on and just let go,
No more wondering, now I know.

You need help there is no friend
No KY,YWKY and MK exists and no stories to pretend
Why couldn’t I make u see
We could have been forever
Why couldn’t you have loved and kept us together

So many chances to tell the truth
But u continued to lie
And now I sit here wanting to die

I was faithful, I was true
I gave all a girl could
I did all I could do

I hope ur happy
I hope ur proud
Because the girl u were with and what u did
Would make ur daddy cry out loud

I don’t want u back
I've had enough
U had ur chance
And u gave us up

The truth would have set u free
But instead ur locked up in insanity

First it was breaking up then u cry sadness
I did nothing but believe in fate
Well that can all go to hell
Because I fell too hard
And all luv caused
Was another broken heart

I can't believe you hurt me like this
Our relationship was doing so great,
I tried to save it just this once
But now it's just too late,

They say it's better to have loved and lived
Than to have lived and never loved
But what is luv and who do u trust?

You will wake up one day and realize what u lost
And when that day comes
U will realize what it cost
It will hurt like hell
I know because I too fell

You had your chance I never gave up
But u threw it away.
With ur stupid character

All you had to do was be honest
I could have forgiven
But I could never live with knowing the truth and
Not hearing it from u.

God this hurts so much
Please take away the pain
Take it away so I can live again

There are so many other guyz who deserve my love
I only have what’s left of my heart to give

I’ll always be true
As long as I live.

This I promise and my vow to u
I understand what u have done
And what I have to do

NSHV, u had me
U had all of me
U had my heart my mind and my everything
I was always faithful and never drifted
Never could and never sifted
U were my luv
U were my all
And no matter how high or how tall
The problems were
I would always be there

Now you lost me
U lost my love
U lost my heart my mind and my everything
I owe you nothing
Not now not ever
Stay out of my life
Stay out of my dreams
U brought this upon ur self
When u lied and deceived

I will find someone
Or someone will find me
Someone who can love and will be loved by me
Someone who is honest
And doesn’t need to lie
Someone who can see me for me
And not someone who lives for attention
Not caring about the damage and debris

Don’t kid ur self u cheated
Don’t kid your self It was all u
Don’t kid urself I know
Don’t kid your self you need help
And last but not least
I will survive and now understand what to do
Because
Don’t kid your self u lost me I never lost u!!!!!!!!!!!

Good bye


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Broken hearts need time to heal~

There is a time when hearts are broken
I wish you wouldn't have broke mine.
You don't understand how I feel
and nobody does
That's why I ask you
Why you left me for my best friend
You meant the world to me
and you took it away
NSHV,don't you see
I am head over heels
In love with you
I don't mean what I say
When I said I hated you
Think that it is the opposite
What I meant to say
Is I love you
NSHV in every way


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Broken Heartz are Never Healed~

Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.All of us have had a broken heart. Even if it was a childhood sweetheart who left you for another boy who gave her a lollipop or a ten year marriage ended by adultery.


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

WOHOO!!! SPORTZ DAY WAS A SUCCESS~

Today was so fun in MPSJ!! We Bendahara won perbarisan!! Wootz!! Let see i got 4 medalz... I got gold for 4x100 and 4x200.... Silver for lompat jauh/ long jump...... And bronze for 800meter... I luv myself.... Dun think wrongly!! Olahragawati was ILI MARIAH!!! Wohoo!!! From bendahara of course!! Our bendahara ketua was Matilda.... Assistant was Faikah.... Than i dunno who else lolz~ Now my face is burning like hell weh~ During perbarisan 2 ppl fainted lolz... One was XSaye from saint john another one was a guy which i dunno his name from pengakap~ OMG....Kesian weh!!! ucky nothing really bad happen~ Well even though there were some who lost.... DUN GIVE UP!! Perfect practice makes perfect!!! So PRACTICE MORE and 100% you'll win....if u're answer is "i have practice already" well my reply is, if u have practice and u haven't win, that means u are practicing enough compared to the other athletes.....Athletes win medals by practicing very often~ So belive in urself and never give up cuz u will never know when u are capable of doing it the right way~ Well NOW I CAN REST IN PEACE CUZ TOMORROW IS MONDAY AND I GOT NO SCHOOL!!! YES!!!! Have a good day ahead folkz....










Posted by~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

Awesome!!

Today was so fun~ To day is Good Friday so we played flour outside our school....We played like Sakai pplz... I splashed Jin Ee, Celine Ooi, Elsie, Wan Ee, Monisha, Anuty Winnie, Brandon and lotz more.....It was so fun... Luckily we didnt get caught by our FIERCE teacherz...Well, Happy Friday Folkz....





By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)

To my lao kong~

I love you LT~ Thankz for being there for me...You were always my shoulder i could cry on...A shoulder that i can lean on... And a angel that i can count on for protection... You always protect me when i need help... You prayed for me when i am down.... You make me laugh and smile when I am sad and u have always belived in me.....You have never given up on me even though sometimes i do thingz that doesnt make sense.... You showed me love is real and that I should be my true self and not wat others tell me to be.... I LUV YOU VERY MUCH!!! XOXO~


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

In love~Than breaking up~

This feeling overwhelms me
A sweeling of the heart
I never truly thought I would be
This happy at the start.
You take me by the hand
And lead me by the heart
Over a beach of sand
Through the grasses that we part.
With you i let go
Of intituition and sound of mind
My feelingz I cannot help but show
To a person who is so kind.
You kiss my lips so tender
Embrace me through the night
To you I have surrended
Myself so hold on tight
So strongly you hold my hand
Whisper softly in my ear
I really feel that you understand
Everything I say.
I lose myself in you
This close I have never been
These feelings are so new
To have a lover who is my friend.
But now is time for us to depart
Away from each other
For my love for you has faded
away and has gone to the shadows
I will never be able to find u again
as I am only a small light without you
I'm sorry it has to be this way
but I think it is the best for both of us
Goodbye forever~


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)

I HATE YOU~

I hate you!! You said you loved me but u never mean it....How am i suppose to trust you again? After how many times u've hurted my heart....But i have never stoped loving you.... And when u break up with me is always becuz u found someone else better than me...And when she breaks up with u, you run back to me....Or when she rejects you u ask me to cpl back with u....I can't wait for u everytime.....I dun wanna be your door mat.... You come into my heart whenever u wan....and u walk out anytime u wan..... It hurts me u know?? You dun feel it becuz u're a guy that has no heart~ And even if u cpl with me u will have another girl behind of me.... That'cheating.... And if u're a christian u should know that u should not cheat on the one u luv...So pplz change ur character.... Cuz alot of ppl is hating u already.... I hope u realize wat u are doin~


Posted By~ Caramelprincess
(ILuvLT)