Girlszsz

For girls,
Tears Are Made Up Of
1% Water and 99% Feelings=)

Among the 1000++ friends I have in Facebook, How many would risk their lives for me??

Friends are someone who would be there for you,
When u're in a hard time they'll be the ones to comfort you,
When u're in a place where no one understands you
and they'll be the one to lend a ear,
When u jus nid someone to care they'll welcome u into their arms
But why is the world opposite?
Its always the opposite....
When u're in a hard time they'll make it worst by telling u that u're in deep crap!
When u're in a place where no one understand they'll ignore you,
When u nid someone to care they'll ony make more sad...
WHY CAN'T SOMEONE JUST UNDERSTAND WAT ON EARTH I'M GOING THROUGH?!
And why do everyone keep beliving those liars?
Just because you're his gf?
Or just because you're her bf?
OR IZIT JUST CAUSE YOU FIND IT HARD TO ACCEPT THE FACT?!!
And u said i lied to you...
U yourself lied to mee!
I told u perfectly that she's a 2 faced human!!
She'll be nice to popular,rich and pretty girls...
But she'll be a devil to unpopular,poor and ugly girls!!
And u asked someone who has the popular,rich and pretty qualities
OF CAUSE SHE'LL SAY THAT 'SHE' TREATED HER NICELY LA!
And just because i rejected your feelings for me,
Tat doesn't mean u can just go messing up my life!
OMGosshh!
Why can't i just dissapear from this world?
Wouldn't it make everyone more happy tat i'm gonee?
I wouldn't have to suffer so much...
Nor would I have to see her and his face everyday in school...
I JUST WANT ALL THE PAIN TO STOP!!
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!
Why can't my wish just come truee??!!
WHY?!?!
No one appreciate me anywayss...
I should just dissapear from the face of the earth...

I feel Like Dyingg......

I can't stand living any longer...I just can't...My own BFF just lied to me...She swore that she'll keep what i told her a secret...but she blabbered out everything...And everything just seem to get worst...I feel like life is uselesss...Wat the use of me living when i have to see 'his' face everyday in school...Wat's the use of living when everyone betrays me...Wat's the use of living when no one understands me...WAT'S THE USE OF LIVING WHEN ALL THE WORLD HAS TO OFFER ME IS PAIN AND SUFFER?? No one understands meee...And honestly, at this very second I feel like ending it all my ending my own stupid lifeee...I'm tired of everything...Such as the names they've been calling me...the way tat i've been treated...The way my own BFF treats me...The tiredness and stress of me just getting through a day without any drama..The weight that my ex keeps giving me...Everytime I wanna forget everything and anything about him, he'll always try to melt my heart...And its hard to forget about it...Especially wat happened when I was with him...IT KILLS ME!! I can't be myself becuz if I do i'll just get rumbled over stampeding horses...Y can;t this world juz giv me a day where i dun have to suffer?? WHYY?!?!Everytime i see him i dunno if i should ignore him or should i just give him a tight slap....If i could make a wish, i would wish that i could start my entire life again starting from a baby~But i know tat's impposible...I dunno if i can carry on if Lucas,BX,KL,KY,YWKY,MK,LL,PSD,PSS,LBI,SS,JM&VL leaves me...I seriously will not stand living anymoree...I wan to thank all those whom helped me overcome though,crazy and stupid timess=)I love u guys so much! especially Lucas,LL,BX,JM,VL and YWKY=)!thankss=)

WHEEEEEE! Angpau Timeeee!!!=)

Yipeee di doooo=)!! Its Chinese New Yearrrrrr!!! WOOTZZZ! U knw wat that means?!? It means its time to get $$$$$!Muahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa!! Anpaauuuuu come to mamamaaaa=)Heheeeee=) I wanna go visit my cousinss! miss them so much=( see them twice a year niaaa...Heheeee!! Well i'm off collecting angpausss=) Byeeee!