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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Ħappч вiгƬĦαĐЧ MeiMei aka Bi-Anne~!~!~!~ :D ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
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Happy Birthday To You~!~!
Happy Birthday To You~!~!
Happy Birthday To Bi-Anne~!~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!


❤HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUIMUI/MEIMEI❤

Love Of My Life❤I love you lucas Tan~!~!hehe

Of all the things in the world,
I could not ask for more,
all my life I've wondered
just what I have lived for,
but now all my prayers are answered,
no more questions in my mind,
all the sadness,
now left behind...
I have found something so rare,
something so pure and true,
nothing in my life mattered,
until the day I found you....
You have become my,
strength, saviour and song,
living life with out you,
could be nothing but wrong.
You are my love,
you are my hope,
without you in my life,
my whole being couldn't cope,
of all the the things in this world,
I never thought I'd
need you like I do,
a true love that lasts forever,
all this, because I found you

The Light Of My Life❤

In the darkness,
I found your light..
When all was hopeless,
your beauty shown bright..

When I thought that, I
could love no more..
You touched my heart,
to the very core..

You made me smile,
when I could only frown..
You picked me up,
when I was down..

When all was lost,
you gave me life..
You brought me joy,
instead of sadness..

Now i think of you,
every day and night..
you came into my life,
and made everything right..

i smile when we're together,
and when we are apart..
the presence of your beauty,
stops my very heart..

i hope as time goes on,
you will see how i feel..
and i hope that you will see,
that these feelings are for real..

I love you truly,
I love you wholly..
I love you completely,
I love you solely..

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I HATE YOU!!!!

I HATE YOU HN!!! HATE HATE HATE YOU!!! Why u perasaan sangat for?? As if you are the prettiest girl nia!!! Stop flirting with boys infront of my face can or not?? Worst part is you flirt with boys THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE!!! And i'm pissed off with u becuz u are messing with my life bitch!!!You can have tat idiot guy for all I care!!! he is nt even MINE!! I broke up with him and tat's final!!!He can ask me bck for couple as many timez as he wants!!! BUT MY ANSWER WILL ALWAYS BE A NO!!!!!! So u can stop acting like ur the hottest girl in our skul!!! Shitttt of my life!!! And before you make a big fool of urself by saying u didn't flirt, TRY ASKING THE ENTIRE FORM 3,4 AND 5 AND SEE WEATHER YOU'RE DAMN FLIRTING??!!!!Wanna post like very hot when ur eyes are AKA "danggling eyes","kok EYE" and "PIGZ EYE" No wonder tat idiot guy call u mrs PIGGY!!!! CUZ YOU'RE A PIG IN EVERYONE'S EYES~!~!~! Wanna act innocent somemore!~!~! PUIH!! Can vomit blood liao la!!! School magazine they dun wan put u "miss hottie" aso u wan go complain to ur parentszz!! LAME LA YOU!! You memang nt hot for wat wanna put ur pic as miss hottie??Get a life la!! And stop messing other pplz life~~!! Call ppl flat-chested you your self more FLAT LA!! Like pancakez nia~!~!During PJ u change clothes can see la....U wear ur singlet nt ur size to show like ur chest very big nia...Call ppl monkey face...C'mon la look in the mirror and see who's the monkey face first la~!!! The mirror aso can crack liao see u so ugly like a pig~!~! Only tat idiot wan u nia la~~!! He is aso anotheeer pig face guy ma...No lengleng girls want him liao ma....No choice cpl with another pig face girl la!!!Say ppl handphone nt nice....You using chikopek phone wanna talk abt other ppl's phone...You using black&white coloured handphone wanna say someone using blackberry phone not nice and very ugly....YOU'RE PHONE MORE WORST LIKE SAKAI!!!Say ppl Boyfrend veri leong sui...HAHAHA!!! Take a look at your own boyfrend first la before u go talk about other ppls boyfrend tat is 100% better than yours la!!Say ppl's hse look like crap...Your hse look like shit la!! Ppl staying in bungalow hse somemore say look like crap!! Your hse leh?? Like cow shit nia la!! Wan me go on somemore on wat u said to me and other ppl?? I got lotz more of wat you said!!! Say ppl's dog's fur so dirty...You're dogs more worst la...Golden retriever become black retriever la!!! Damn smelly somemore....Say ppl's fashion very old de....You yourself more old la...70's fashion code de you...Teenagers wear shorts, tank tops go out you we old fashion...Suck ass la you!!Nxt time you wanna talk bad abt me you watch out~!!!! I'll dig ur eyeballs out and i'll make sure your toungue is out from ur shitty mouth aso!!!So until then YOU STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!! OR ELSE YOU BETTER CALL TAT IDIOT TO HELP U!!!

Friday, September 17, 2010

♥ My Favourite Quotez♥

♥ I used to look at you and smile. Now I look at you, shaking my head at what you've become....
♥ Pain is the payment for each precious thingz....
♥Don't waste your time on someone who is not ready to waste their time on you....
♥Don't fall for a guy unless he is willing to catch you when you fall....
♥To players,we're hot..To perverts,we're sexy..To adults,we're cute..To relatives, we're adorable..To dumbasses,we're fine..To each other,we're pretty..To gentlemen, we're gorgeous..To the right guys,we're beautiful..But to ourselves,we're ugly as crap...
♥We don't always get what we want, what we want to expect. but that is life, and we have to make the best of it....
♥One said that relationships aren't just about hugging,kissing and cuddling..It is caring,perseverance,patience,encouraging,teaching,learning,acceptance,forgiving,and sacrificing....
♥The fact when both people breaks up, they promise each other to still be good friends & in the end they see each other as they never existed, like perfectly close strangers....
♥ Never leave the person you love for the person you like. Because you know, that you'll never find the person who would love you the same way again....
♥Everyone told me to walk away, but don't you see why I stayed?
♥Promises aren't meant to be broken -- neither was my heart.
♥You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back....
♥If I could be an angel I’d make your every wish come true. But I am only human, just a girl who’s loving you....
♥Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult....
♥Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours....
♥It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
♥It's hard to tell your Mind to stop Loving someone, when your heart still does....
♥Without a sense of Caring, there can be no sense of Community....
♥Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day....
♥Regrets and recriminations only hurt our soul....
♥Time only seems to matter when it's running out....
♥To lOve is to admire with the Heart, to Admire is to Love with the mind....
♥You never lose by Loving, You always lose by holding back....
♥The magic of First Love Is your ignorance that it can never end....
♥I need you like a Heart needs a Beat....
♥Some people says you only Fall in Love once but thats not true. Everytime i hear your voice, I fall in Love all Over Again....
♥My Life would be so much easier if I'd never met you, but i'm Glad I did
♥Sometimes, Memories are worth the pain

Crap StuFFz~!~!

♥GOOGLEZ♥
Boy: Is your name Google?
Girl: NO!… Why?
Boy: Cause you got everything I am searching for...


♥Restaurant Scene♥
Boy:- I Love u
Girl:- I don’t Love u
Boy:- Think again?
Girl:- I told u. No no & no
...Boy :- Waiter, bring separate bills.
Girl:- ok ok……. I Love u too……….

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

2nd Poem For my Sotsot KaiMui~~XOXO~~

What you mean to me,
Is more than I can express...
You see, I had no sister when I was little
To call when I was in distress...
When we first met,
We had no clue,
What was getting ready to happen,
Was not completely out of the blue...
God had a plan,
Throughout all the years,
He was making us for each other,
To share life's smiles and tears...
I never could have imagined,
What a sister's love was about,
Until I met you,
And then I really found out...
A sister's love is unconditional,
It's a love tat has no ends,
A sister's love wants the best for each other,
It's a love that will always defend...
Sometimes we may get mad,
Or we may begin to fight,
But that's the fun part about having a sister,
We both think we're always right!
I'm so glad that I did not have,
A sister in the past,
It's made me much more thankful,
For the sister I have at last...
I luv u as my kaimui annabel~~♥

My sotsot kai mui!!!

Meimei!! Haha!! This poem is for u!!! ENJOY!!

Breeze flows by,
Whispering words into my ear,
Numbness grips my soul,
and the scary heart skips a beat...
The sun setting down the prairies,
Signals the end,
When will you come back to me,
I am shattered and broken...
The flowers have died,
my tears have dried,
These wounds will never heal,
unless you are here with me...
Even in a stone,
Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon...

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Hopeless~~

I'm all alone in a room that's dark,
Fighting the urge to add another mark,
My tears are flowing,
My thoughts collide,
And the end result I'll have to hide...
I'm battered,
Bruised and all alone,
Unable to fight this on my own,
Friends used to help me through the day,
But they saw my pain and ran away...
I'm growing weaker as the days pass,
Afraid today might be my last,
I know the next move is up to me,
Asking for help is the only key...

Just for today~~

Just for today I will hold my head high,
And forget my problems,
I can smile and make everyone else's day better,
Even if behind that smile I cry...
Just for today I will walk away from a fight,
Though I may feel hurt inside,
I will ignore what was said,
And continue on peacefully...
Just for today I will set an example,
When I feel the need to hurt,
I will laugh and walk away,
People will admire me more...
Just for today I will say only positive things,
I will treat others the way I would want to be treated,
Instead of the way they treat me,
I will be confident that life is like a mirror,
If you smile at it,
It smiles back,
And what goes around comes around,
So one day that smile will return to me...
Just for today I will stand tall,
I will not look at the ground,
But instead share happiness with others,
I will not compromise my morals,
Instead I will offer opinions,
And accept reaction without questions...
Just for today I will accept life's ups and downs,
And know that they only make me stronger in the end,
I will understand that doing what is right,
And knowing what is right are separate issues,
But with strenght I can bring them together to make the world a better place...

Lullaby for you friend~~

When she's crying on your shoulder,
And you don't know what to say,
Just whisper softly in her ear,
That everything will be okay...
When she says her heart is broken,
And her soul feels so alone,
Just tell her you love her(as a frend),
Just tell her on the phone,
When you hear her breathe so gently,
And see tears fall from her eyes,
Wipe them one by one,
Tell her everybody cries,
And soon she will look up at you,
And maybe start to smile,
And thank you for just being there,
Through all the painful while,
And you'll look down in her golden eyes,
And know just what to say,
That on you she can depend,
And everything will be okay...

So I'm told~~~

I am.......
Unspeakably loud,
Insanely normal,
Creatively dull,
Horribly good,
Arrogantly humble,
Hysterically calm,
Perfectly imperfect,
Simply complex,
Precisely off-centre,
Cynically optimistic,
Foolishly realistic,
Incompetently capable,
Animatedly real,
Patiently anxious,
Cowardly courageous,
Characteristic remarkable,
Or so I'm told...
And I'm completely okay with it~~~

Impulsive Identity~~

Make a wish upon an eyelash,
Kiss a butterfly,
Run barefooted over sandy beaches,
Blow dandelion seeds into the sky...
Make a statement lound and clear,
Say what's on your mind,
Wear whatever you wanna wear,
Show the world you're undefined...
Run and play with wild horses,
Let your hair fly free,
Be confident,
Express yourself,
Let no one tell you who to be...
Practice martial arts on a trampoline,
Be wild and dye you hair,
Laugh and sing at the top of your lungs,
Spread smiles everywhere...
Show everyone your fearless self,
Now's your time to shine,
Don't fear at all about what others think,
Give no mind to it at all,
Just do what you wanna do,
And just paint your own design...

Sp3nt~

I have spent too many years,
Staring into the mirror on the wall,
Which only magnifies the imperfections,
Back to my smiling face...
I've spent too many days,
Trying to be the pillar of optimism,
That keeps up the facade,
Even when everything's not okay...
I have spent too many nights,
Covering up my tears and pain,
With an insecurity blanket made,
Of laughter and lies...
I have spent too many hours,
Watching those carefree girls who,
Reflect the perfection of female beauty,
Which I will never have...
I have spent too much time,
Stepping up onto a scale,
Only to measure my inability,
To succeed at the smallest goals...
I have spent almost 14 years,
Living in this world,
And just now I'm beggining to wonder,
If I have ever really lived at all...

One Chance To Be Myself~~

Today for a second I waited,
A pause that I needed to take...
Held tightly were my eyes to my pillow,
Delayed was the motion to wake...
A moment was needed to listen,
To the silence that filled the new day...
A moment to be more decisive,
About the self that I want to portray...
Sometimes I wish I felt pretty,
Sometimes I wish I was more,
Sometimes I wish I could vanish,
Through a promising wide-open door...
Sometimes I wish I felt needed,
Sometimes I wish it was true,
Sometimes I wish I could realize,
All the things I've needed to do...
But the wishes of maybe are countless,
And the hours do not disagree,
That time makes a habit of slipping away,
And there's only one chance to be myself...

This Is Me~

As I lay awake at night,
I think about the day that just went by,
Wondering if I could have changed anything to make it better...
I think about my future,
What I can do to reach my dreams,
How to achieve them,
If I have what it takes,
And if I'm on the right path in life...
I think about my past,
All the people I've met,
Who I've liked and disliked,
My family and friends,
How I grew up,
And what I've accomplished...
I think about what's really important to me,
My morals and values...
I think of how the world works,
And how I would change it if I could...
I think of what I've been through,
And how I feel...
At the end of the day,
I think about who I am....

Friday, September 3, 2010

Last day of school before Hari Raya Holidays~~

Today was awesome!! After school everyone went nutz!! And here we go playing with water and flour outside school~~I kena splashed by ice-cream,water,cincau,coca-cola and flour~~RAWR!!! The latest splashing-bash mixture~~I damn sticky weh!! Out from no where everyone started buying ice-cream and flinging it at their friends~~haha~~Ph yea~~Those who splashed me juz nw, i juz wanted to say U GUYZ WILL KENA FROM ME PUAS PUAS AFTER SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!! HAHA!! Ha[[y holidays guyz!! Luv ya~~xoxo