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Thursday, August 18, 2011
Hahaaax!
Sunday, August 14, 2011
PMR trials...
OH CRAP!!! Pmr trial is on the 18th of august and I didn't even study! Especially maths 'trigonometry'! *FISH* i'm so dead!
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
WORK!
Well,working ain't that bad as I imagined it would be~It's kinda fun anywaysss!xDD~ Hmmmm...Well, i'm working at XiYanMarketing No17, Jalan DBP 2 Dolomite Business Park, 68100 Batu Caves, Selangor, West Malaysia=) Do feel free to drop by and find me or even buy stuff=) I'm working till this coming Friday which is 10th June 2011=) So dun come look for me after that date! But do come and check it out=) Well, the shop is focused as a tourist stop to buy coffee,snacks and so on=) We even sell tongkat ali,kacip fatimah and many other health products=) WHEEEEE!! My cliques here are all super friendly and fun to hang out with!! SERIOUSLY! Will never forget themmm=) NEVER! Especially Richard, Lawrence, Tony and Julie!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST! Thanks for the guidance though!xD! Appreciate it alot~xD! Well working here, my job is being a cashier and helping out in the inventory and sorts~ ETC arranging and pouring sample coffeeeeeee~~But the best part is, i get to learn new things and get to buli Richard~xPP! That's all 4 nw~ Tataaa~ Got to go back to work now=) PEACE OUT!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
URGHHH! LATEST BEYOTCH!!
Guess what?! A girl named Sophie from my school is such a slut! LITERALLY! She took naked pictures of herself and send it to the guys she cpl's with~And she denies ever knowing it~Well, STOP LYING! I've got the pictures~It wasn't hard to get it...And she went around telling everyone I'm trying to steal a girl named Sue Yin away from her...Since when WAS SUE YIN EVER HER PROPERTY?!?! and its up to sueyin who she wants to talk to...IT AIN'T YOUR LIFE!!Then go tell people when I'm with Sue Yin, she dun wan layan you pulak! YOU OWNSELF DON'T WANNA COME AND TALK WITH US WAT!! Who do you think you are?! You're not a princess~If you want to talk with us you come over la! Then try to hack my FB account and delete my friends?? Have fun trying! i change my PW every week~Dun be childish la~ Say you know how to hack somemore...NOOB LA! You dun even know how to hack! You're just guessing my PW~Tat's not hacking=.='And the most childish thing about you is that you lied saying you are sick as in your lack of blood...PUIH!! Wanna lie say you coughing blood somemore..C'mon la! Pretty obvious you're lying cause everytime you ask me follow you go toilet your tone of coughing is the same...if you're really coughing the tone will be different....and more obvious is that after you come out from the toilet, there is no blood...I DUN HEAR AND WATER SOUND OR ANY SOUND BESIDES YOUR FAKE COUGH~!! Then when people advice you to change you say 'I'll change for you guys but not Clarissa' WHO THE HELL WANTS YOU TO CHANGE FOR ME?! GELI SIAL! We ask you to change for your own good, not for us...DAMN DUMB! CHANGE FOR YOURSELF LA NOT OTHERS! Somemore Sophie damn perasaan say that alot of people hate me more then her...Yea riteee...and even if it was true I dun care cause it's my life and its not theirs~ And say alot of people support her more then me... HAHAHAHAHA!! Majority from our school HATES you laaa!! Some pretend to be nice to you niaaa=) You knw hw I know?! CAUSE THEY SWORED THAT THEY'LL DIE IF THEY EVER LIKE U AS EVEN A FRIEND~! So dun perasaan so much as if they like u laa~BITCH! Wan say sorry somemore for wat?U say sorry already then when u go out with someone you say 'FCK CLARISSA LA! I aso not afraid of her!! got more ppl support me then her!!' Eeeewww! pls fck someone else! I'm not a lesbian=)Not afraid ma not afraid lorhh~ I'm not the one crying and begging ppl everynight to pity me~And you think i'm afraid of u aso arh?! HAHAHAHAHAHA! You're just a small fry to me...CALL YOUR DAD FOR ALL I CARE~ I wanna see whose the dad that raise up a ugly fishball head bitch~And wanna know another thing? I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU SOPHIE!! U can go and cry yourself to sleep everynight for all I care! I GAVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE AND YOU THREW IT AWAY!!! AND ANOTHER THING MY WISH WEATHER I WANNA CALL YOU A BITCH/FISHBALL HEAD OR NOT! Its my mouth and my way~If you don't like it, that's not my problem~
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Love Quotes=)
-One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else
-Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning
-Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you
-It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone
-You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel
-Love is one of the hardest words to say and one of the easiest to hear
-To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world
-True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars
-When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever
-I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you
-I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, than a heart that cannot love
It's Up To You~
You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on
Loveeeee=)
♥What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
♥When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams
♥Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
♥Where love rules, there is no will to power; where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other.
♥Love is the beauty of the soul
♥Each moment of a happy lover's hour is worth an age of dull and common life
♥Love distills desire upon the eyes, love brings bewitching grace into the heart
♥Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
♥The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the hear
♥Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart
♥The more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite
♥Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end
♥Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.
♥As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.
♥Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.
♥Two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever in love.
♥Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.
Monday, May 2, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
Justin Biber's Concert Pic~
Well I didn't get much pics but most of them are just about his tockets and so on...i forgot to bring my camera along and phone camera is blurry when it zooms in~So sorryyy~
JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOM! JB'S concert was AWESOME! It was at Stadium Merdekaaa=)I went with one of my bestie SueYin and my classmate Hugaraj=) OMG!!! IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN! No words can describeee=) Well, i'll upload some pics in my fb soon so go check it out at my profile~ If you're not my friend in FB, No worries=) Add me up at Nageshiko Katsumi=) U'll see how much fun it was and there some videos i posted earlier on about the concert=) GO AHEAD AND CHECK IT OUT!! Now i'm having not only Bieber Fever but I also have Bieber Sore throat~~IT WAS AN UNFORGETTABLE DAYY!=)
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Girls Talk~
Well, I had an amazing day wif my 2 best girl friend after school yesterday...When we finished school, we changed clothes and we walked frm SMK USJ13 to MPSJ=) awesomeness rite? So we chatted along the way...Practically about things we're going thru~And I realize that, some of the things that i'm suffering atm they're experiencing the same thing~And just so when I thought I was alone,they understand me..Like this was the first time that i ever truly expressed anything to anyone..And i thought they would just laugh and say that i'm an idiot or something but they listened and gave me loads of advice which was seriously helpful~ And the best part was, talking to them seriously felt like atleast there is someone in the world who actually cares abt me...And they were just *WOW* and i dunno how to describe the feeling~ After that we went to one of their houses to hang out and we continued chatting there~And one of us had to go home so it was left wif me and the other gurl=) And she did a make over for me which was ROCKING-LY COOL! And she camed up to this topic abt my ex-bestfriend...She was wondering why we fought...So i explained the TRUE story to her and she listened and she felt the same way i did and i felt the same way she would feel if someone did that to her...But just to have someone listen to u is the best thing I could ever dream about..And if yesterday never happened, I would still be searching for someone who would just listen and not judge someone~You know who you are and if you've ever been someone who helped me, I'LL NEVER FORGET IT=)
Kadet Polis~My Life~
Well, First things first, I officially look like a malay instead of a chinesseee...Thanks to the kawat practice and sports practicee~ I had loads of fun being in the Kadet Polis but there are some complications~ Somehow I just fit in the Kadet perfectly...how i dunno~ But when I just joined the Ketua for our school Kadet Polis,Syuhada, she camed to my class calling me out and asking if i wanna participate in some kawat competition...I was like 'sure okok'! And in my heart i was like 'i'm so gonna be lonely in this...' but it didn't turn out that way...They practically welcomed me with open armss=) Especially Syuhada and Ain=)Although kawat is a very tiring thing but still, to get friends like them, paying the price is worth it=)Oh yeaaa! And i met alot of new friends while having the practice for kawat~ And our kawat coach,Encik Sam... He is AWESOME~ *no offense* He's patient in training us~Even though sometimes I find him kinda fierce~~Somehow this year is better then I expected~The guy that I hate Nicholas Suah, well, here's another story...I was out on one Thursday to play basketball wif my best guy friends Louis And Adrian, And so happen Suah was there~ And my phone's bluetooth was on~ So he wanted to bluetooth something over to his phone from his friends phone and he saw my bluetooth name on the search thing...and he started to laugh at it cuz i put lucas name in it soo...I was kinda pissed and i changed my bluetooth name to something abt his gf~So when he saw, he texted me saying 'I know you're just jealous'~I replied saying 'why would I be jealous? or maybe you are jealous because I love my bf more then i love u~Pls laa!' he said' really?? haha'then he replied 'O somebody...ur message going to police..haha...i did ask my cousin lawyer..bye..haha..i going show this to my cousin bro..haha..n weng tat they all as proof..come on just reply more..Then i said'Go ahead and report=)As if i'm afraid of ur chicken cousin bro lawyers~And go ahead call weng tat and the rest of the cowards to be ur proof~I still kept the text messges u sent to me abt 'stuff' and i have recordings of the phone calls u made to me abt 'those' stuff too=) So go ahead and report~I wun be in the wrong for using vulgar words on u=) so go ahead and report! I'll make sure cameraman will be on u and i wonder hw ur face will be when i show those stuff to humiliate u=)I'll meet u in court~Byee~He then replied'If u dun believe go as shermaine..see whether my cousin whole family lawyer or not..haha'and' any prove?'*ignore his bad language~These are the exact words and letter he texted me~No editing*Then i said 'go and read the last meassage i sent to u~That's proof~ He then replied'ok find i give up..u win..i didn't want to disturb u..u started it first ok? just now chang en send wrong to ur phone..then u say my gf slut for wat?*fine aso he dunno how to spell ==* i told him'I'll call ur gf slut and alot more names if u ever mention my name ever again, if u ever talk abt lucas and if u ever hurt anyone i love~ and finally he says sorry~But sorry not accepted cuz he never means it~=) And frm now on he wun be disturbing me=) So, YIPEEEE DEEEE DOOOOOOO!! Haixzz~ I'm kinda starting to love my life~Well, part of it...The other part i'm not enjoying it is because Lucas isn't here=(I've missed him every single dayyy~Wish he was here beside mee=(Well, atleast I have Louis and my friends to make me continue smilinggg=) And aso atleast I got encik Sam to teman meee=)PEACE! Now my new motto is 'LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST CAUSE LIFE DON'T LAST FOREVER AND TAKE YOUR SHOT WHEN U HAVE ONE CUZ U DUN GET ALOT THESE DAYS'~And to Syuhada,Ain,Louis Lai,Adrian Chan,SueYin,Sophie Lim,Katrina Khaw,WyeKit,Encik Sam,Jia Mae and Vanna Lee,I love u guys so muchhh!=) Thanks for the smiles u've given me everyday~I'll never forget the memories=)XOXO
Friday, April 15, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I LOVE YOU LUCAS TAN!!
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Monday, April 4, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
GrRrRrRrRrRrR~~
I'M SO GONNA STUDY HARD FOR PMR!! I GOTTA SCORE ALL A'S!! Especially Mathematics,Geografi and Sejarah~ These subjects are boring but I dun have a choice...DAMNNN! Oh Well, Of studyinggg~Bye Peepzes!
OMGEEE! Life so farrr~
School sucks as usual...and guess what?! My SEJARAH teacher sucks! We had to pass up our Sejarah activity book...And we had to pass it up 1 time a month so total until nw is 3...I passed up my book for the second time and i didn't get it back cause i went for MSSD olahraga...Then she asked to pass up the latihan book when i was aso at MSSD...The today she ask me to pass up for the third time, i told her I didn't get back my book...She then said 'Dun lie! I gave out all of your class's books' I told her i was in MSSD...then she said that she asked one of my friend to keep for me but she didn't say whoo...when i ask everyone, they said no...So i told her that no one has my books...Then for our exam our total marks from the papers only carries 85% out of 100%...The 15% comes from passing homework and character....So, for the 15% she gave me 0% cuz i didn't pass up my book...WTF! NOT I DUN WAN PASS UP!! I DUN HAVE MY FREAKIN BOOK HOW U WAN ME PASS UP?? Teacher herself never return my book then say i never pass up...WTH wehhh! F u la!! Then everytime prefects need to go down earlier for recess...And when she wants us to pass up our books, she never inform the prefects...HW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT U WAN US TO HAND IN OUR BOOKS?!! If you wan us to pass up then tell us to pass it up before we go out la! WHY WAIT UNTIL PREFECTS LEAVE THE CLASS ONY U ASK TO PASS UP?! Then scold us 'You semua tak tahu apa punya la! Tahu buat bising saja..Kamu semua lousy punya pengawas' WTF?! Excuse me! YOU NEVER ASK THEN CALL US USELESS?! WHO THE HELL ARE U TO SAY SO?!?!Dahlah wasting our buku latihan pages! For the project we had to write a sample on how we are suppose to do it...She ask us copy in our latihan book...And u knw wat?! SHE ASKED US TO USE 1 WHOLE PAGE TO WRITE THE FRONT COVER WHEN WE CAN JUST USE HALF...THE ISI KANDUNGAN ONY NEEDED 8 LINES AND SHE ASK US USE WHOLE PAGE!!! IDIOT!! We are trying to save enviroment then ask us waste so much paper....USE UR DAMN BRAIN CAN OR NOT?! Simply scold us for no reason...Who the hell u think u areee? You're not our headmistress nor are you our penyelia you're aso not our dicipline teacher nor are you at any pangkat!!SO SHUT THE HELL UP IF YOU GOT NOTHING BETTER TO SAY!!Beyotch!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Among the 1000++ friends I have in Facebook, How many would risk their lives for me??
Friends are someone who would be there for you,
When u're in a hard time they'll be the ones to comfort you,
When u're in a place where no one understands you
and they'll be the one to lend a ear,
When u jus nid someone to care they'll welcome u into their arms
But why is the world opposite?
Its always the opposite....
When u're in a hard time they'll make it worst by telling u that u're in deep crap!
When u're in a place where no one understand they'll ignore you,
When u nid someone to care they'll ony make more sad...
WHY CAN'T SOMEONE JUST UNDERSTAND WAT ON EARTH I'M GOING THROUGH?!
And why do everyone keep beliving those liars?
Just because you're his gf?
Or just because you're her bf?
OR IZIT JUST CAUSE YOU FIND IT HARD TO ACCEPT THE FACT?!!
And u said i lied to you...
U yourself lied to mee!
I told u perfectly that she's a 2 faced human!!
She'll be nice to popular,rich and pretty girls...
But she'll be a devil to unpopular,poor and ugly girls!!
And u asked someone who has the popular,rich and pretty qualities
OF CAUSE SHE'LL SAY THAT 'SHE' TREATED HER NICELY LA!
And just because i rejected your feelings for me,
Tat doesn't mean u can just go messing up my life!
OMGosshh!
Why can't i just dissapear from this world?
Wouldn't it make everyone more happy tat i'm gonee?
I wouldn't have to suffer so much...
Nor would I have to see her and his face everyday in school...
I JUST WANT ALL THE PAIN TO STOP!!
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!
Why can't my wish just come truee??!!
WHY?!?!
No one appreciate me anywayss...
I should just dissapear from the face of the earth...
I feel Like Dyingg......
I can't stand living any longer...I just can't...My own BFF just lied to me...She swore that she'll keep what i told her a secret...but she blabbered out everything...And everything just seem to get worst...I feel like life is uselesss...Wat the use of me living when i have to see 'his' face everyday in school...Wat's the use of living when everyone betrays me...Wat's the use of living when no one understands me...WAT'S THE USE OF LIVING WHEN ALL THE WORLD HAS TO OFFER ME IS PAIN AND SUFFER?? No one understands meee...And honestly, at this very second I feel like ending it all my ending my own stupid lifeee...I'm tired of everything...Such as the names they've been calling me...the way tat i've been treated...The way my own BFF treats me...The tiredness and stress of me just getting through a day without any drama..The weight that my ex keeps giving me...Everytime I wanna forget everything and anything about him, he'll always try to melt my heart...And its hard to forget about it...Especially wat happened when I was with him...IT KILLS ME!! I can't be myself becuz if I do i'll just get rumbled over stampeding horses...Y can;t this world juz giv me a day where i dun have to suffer?? WHYY?!?!Everytime i see him i dunno if i should ignore him or should i just give him a tight slap....If i could make a wish, i would wish that i could start my entire life again starting from a baby~But i know tat's impposible...I dunno if i can carry on if Lucas,BX,KL,KY,YWKY,MK,LL,PSD,PSS,LBI,SS,JM&VL leaves me...I seriously will not stand living anymoree...I wan to thank all those whom helped me overcome though,crazy and stupid timess=)I love u guys so much! especially Lucas,LL,BX,JM,VL and YWKY=)!thankss=)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
WHEEEEEE! Angpau Timeeee!!!=)
Yipeee di doooo=)!! Its Chinese New Yearrrrrr!!! WOOTZZZ! U knw wat that means?!? It means its time to get $$$$$!Muahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa!! Anpaauuuuu come to mamamaaaa=)Heheeeee=) I wanna go visit my cousinss! miss them so much=( see them twice a year niaaa...Heheeee!! Well i'm off collecting angpausss=) Byeeee!
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
YAY! 1 year with him babyyyy!!
Yipeeee deeee dooooo! Reached 1 year being with Lucas=)Muaxxxx! Love him soooooooooo much!! Always have and always will!!Thanks for everything sotsot lao konggg=)!!Love you foreverrrr!!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Almost one yearrr with himmmm=)
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! It's almost one year with my sot sot laokong Lucas Tan Jian Jieee!!! YAYYYYY! Our one year anniversary will be on 25th January 2011!! Hahaaaa! Which is this coming tuesdayyyy! OMGEEEEEEE! I cannot wait!! I love him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!! He's always soo nice to meee=) He was one of them who kept me close to GOD=) And he encouraged me to go to churcchhhh! Hahaaaa! I'll always love him no matter wat happens...Although this world has alot of challenges, none of those will keep me and him apart=)
I LOVE YOU LUCAS TAN!
*sobssss!
Yesterday our headmistress Datin Hajah Robiah retired=(! Even though she wasn't that nice to us, she was the one who gave me a chance to be a prefect...And she made alot of progress for our school...Even though she can be quiet annoying, she talks alot to make us understanddd=)! And it was a day of tears when Datin was saying GoodBye to us...and she gave us one last hand shake and hug before she went...Alot of teachers were in heavy tears when they saw her leaving~Even Datin herself cried...Dear Datin, No matter where you are, i'll always remember all the good works u've done for us=)! for u'll always be my beloved headmistress and no one can replace u=)! I hope you'll be happy always!
MY GOSH I love him so much xD
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
JustForFun!=)But u must knw songs well=)
When Justin Bieber said he was having a baby,
Bruno Mars threw a grenade at him and said:You're gay!!
Which made Lady Gaga call Alejandro for help.
Rihanna was scared the world would end,
So she took drugs and forgot her name.
Eminem said:I'm not afraid of dying.
Britney told Rihanna drugs were toxic,
Rihanna told her:Go work as a circus clown u freak!
Finally,Nelly woke up saying.
Phew! it was Just a dream!=)
Form3LifeIsTiringggg!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!Form 3 is very very very tiringggg! first day of school aso gt homework already!Haixzz! I miss form2 life...Nw in 3C=)! Yeaaasssshhhh! The best classs eveeerrrrr! I miss my laokong lucas tan=(! Didn't talk to him for so long alreadyyy=(! Miss him till wan die liaooo!I wish can see him soon=(! For this year's birthday present i would really really want him to be in PJ=(! I wanna see himmmm!!Laokonnnggg!!haixzzz~Miss him soooooo muchh!
Saturday, November 27, 2010
OMGieeeeeee=0
Wahhh!2010 is almost overrrrr!!And it means it's time to get serious in studies and focus on PMR! GRRRRR!!! Stress and stress!! I'm goinna miss my form 2 life~Next year have to wake up in the morning~OMGGGG~!!I'm sure i'll be late for the 1st week of school~~I miss my frendz so much already~
Saturday, October 23, 2010
GrrrRRRrrrRRRR EXAMS!!!!~!!!
Oh Crap!! final year exam is coming...AHHHHHHH!!! Tis monday exam ler...till 2nd november....Ishhhh!!! Nothing seems to get in my head!!!! I can't remember anything~!~!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! If i fail i'll be in deep trouble with my daddy~!~!WHY WHY WHY EXAMS MUST EXISTS?!?!?!!!!Haiz....After exam then can enjoy lurhh~!~!After exam some of us going to sunway to hang kai~!~!xPP~!~!Luv it~!~Clarissa JiaYOU!!!(may god help me)*sobs*
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Ħappч вiгƬĦαĐЧ MeiMei aka Bi-Anne~!~!~!~ :D ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
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Happy Birthday To You~!~!
Happy Birthday To You~!~!
Happy Birthday To Bi-Anne~!~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
❤HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUIMUI/MEIMEI❤
Love Of My Life❤I love you lucas Tan~!~!hehe
Of all the things in the world,
I could not ask for more,
all my life I've wondered
just what I have lived for,
but now all my prayers are answered,
no more questions in my mind,
all the sadness,
now left behind...
I have found something so rare,
something so pure and true,
nothing in my life mattered,
until the day I found you....
You have become my,
strength, saviour and song,
living life with out you,
could be nothing but wrong.
You are my love,
you are my hope,
without you in my life,
my whole being couldn't cope,
of all the the things in this world,
I never thought I'd
need you like I do,
a true love that lasts forever,
all this, because I found you
The Light Of My Life❤
In the darkness,
I found your light..
When all was hopeless,
your beauty shown bright..
When I thought that, I
could love no more..
You touched my heart,
to the very core..
You made me smile,
when I could only frown..
You picked me up,
when I was down..
When all was lost,
you gave me life..
You brought me joy,
instead of sadness..
Now i think of you,
every day and night..
you came into my life,
and made everything right..
i smile when we're together,
and when we are apart..
the presence of your beauty,
stops my very heart..
i hope as time goes on,
you will see how i feel..
and i hope that you will see,
that these feelings are for real..
I love you truly,
I love you wholly..
I love you completely,
I love you solely..
Saturday, September 18, 2010
I HATE YOU!!!!
I HATE YOU HN!!! HATE HATE HATE YOU!!! Why u perasaan sangat for?? As if you are the prettiest girl nia!!! Stop flirting with boys infront of my face can or not?? Worst part is you flirt with boys THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE!!! And i'm pissed off with u becuz u are messing with my life bitch!!!You can have tat idiot guy for all I care!!! he is nt even MINE!! I broke up with him and tat's final!!!He can ask me bck for couple as many timez as he wants!!! BUT MY ANSWER WILL ALWAYS BE A NO!!!!!! So u can stop acting like ur the hottest girl in our skul!!! Shitttt of my life!!! And before you make a big fool of urself by saying u didn't flirt, TRY ASKING THE ENTIRE FORM 3,4 AND 5 AND SEE WEATHER YOU'RE DAMN FLIRTING??!!!!Wanna post like very hot when ur eyes are AKA "danggling eyes","kok EYE" and "PIGZ EYE" No wonder tat idiot guy call u mrs PIGGY!!!! CUZ YOU'RE A PIG IN EVERYONE'S EYES~!~!~! Wanna act innocent somemore!~!~! PUIH!! Can vomit blood liao la!!! School magazine they dun wan put u "miss hottie" aso u wan go complain to ur parentszz!! LAME LA YOU!! You memang nt hot for wat wanna put ur pic as miss hottie??Get a life la!! And stop messing other pplz life~~!! Call ppl flat-chested you your self more FLAT LA!! Like pancakez nia~!~!During PJ u change clothes can see la....U wear ur singlet nt ur size to show like ur chest very big nia...Call ppl monkey face...C'mon la look in the mirror and see who's the monkey face first la~!!! The mirror aso can crack liao see u so ugly like a pig~!~! Only tat idiot wan u nia la~~!! He is aso anotheeer pig face guy ma...No lengleng girls want him liao ma....No choice cpl with another pig face girl la!!!Say ppl handphone nt nice....You using chikopek phone wanna talk abt other ppl's phone...You using black&white coloured handphone wanna say someone using blackberry phone not nice and very ugly....YOU'RE PHONE MORE WORST LIKE SAKAI!!!Say ppl Boyfrend veri leong sui...HAHAHA!!! Take a look at your own boyfrend first la before u go talk about other ppls boyfrend tat is 100% better than yours la!!Say ppl's hse look like crap...Your hse look like shit la!! Ppl staying in bungalow hse somemore say look like crap!! Your hse leh?? Like cow shit nia la!! Wan me go on somemore on wat u said to me and other ppl?? I got lotz more of wat you said!!! Say ppl's dog's fur so dirty...You're dogs more worst la...Golden retriever become black retriever la!!! Damn smelly somemore....Say ppl's fashion very old de....You yourself more old la...70's fashion code de you...Teenagers wear shorts, tank tops go out you we old fashion...Suck ass la you!!Nxt time you wanna talk bad abt me you watch out~!!!! I'll dig ur eyeballs out and i'll make sure your toungue is out from ur shitty mouth aso!!!So until then YOU STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!! OR ELSE YOU BETTER CALL TAT IDIOT TO HELP U!!!
Friday, September 17, 2010
♥ My Favourite Quotez♥
♥ I used to look at you and smile. Now I look at you, shaking my head at what you've become....
♥ Pain is the payment for each precious thingz....
♥Don't waste your time on someone who is not ready to waste their time on you....
♥Don't fall for a guy unless he is willing to catch you when you fall....
♥To players,we're hot..To perverts,we're sexy..To adults,we're cute..To relatives, we're adorable..To dumbasses,we're fine..To each other,we're pretty..To gentlemen, we're gorgeous..To the right guys,we're beautiful..But to ourselves,we're ugly as crap...
♥We don't always get what we want, what we want to expect. but that is life, and we have to make the best of it....
♥One said that relationships aren't just about hugging,kissing and cuddling..It is caring,perseverance,patience,encouraging,teaching,learning,acceptance,forgiving,and sacrificing....
♥The fact when both people breaks up, they promise each other to still be good friends & in the end they see each other as they never existed, like perfectly close strangers....
♥ Never leave the person you love for the person you like. Because you know, that you'll never find the person who would love you the same way again....
♥Everyone told me to walk away, but don't you see why I stayed?
♥Promises aren't meant to be broken -- neither was my heart.
♥You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back....
♥If I could be an angel I’d make your every wish come true. But I am only human, just a girl who’s loving you....
♥Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult....
♥Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours....
♥It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
♥It's hard to tell your Mind to stop Loving someone, when your heart still does....
♥Without a sense of Caring, there can be no sense of Community....
♥Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day....
♥Regrets and recriminations only hurt our soul....
♥Time only seems to matter when it's running out....
♥To lOve is to admire with the Heart, to Admire is to Love with the mind....
♥You never lose by Loving, You always lose by holding back....
♥The magic of First Love Is your ignorance that it can never end....
♥I need you like a Heart needs a Beat....
♥Some people says you only Fall in Love once but thats not true. Everytime i hear your voice, I fall in Love all Over Again....
♥My Life would be so much easier if I'd never met you, but i'm Glad I did
♥Sometimes, Memories are worth the pain
Crap StuFFz~!~!
♥GOOGLEZ♥
Boy: Is your name Google?
Girl: NO!… Why?
Boy: Cause you got everything I am searching for...
♥Restaurant Scene♥
Boy:- I Love u
Girl:- I don’t Love u
Boy:- Think again?
Girl:- I told u. No no & no
...Boy :- Waiter, bring separate bills.
Girl:- ok ok……. I Love u too……….
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
2nd Poem For my Sotsot KaiMui~~XOXO~~
What you mean to me,
Is more than I can express...
You see, I had no sister when I was little
To call when I was in distress...
When we first met,
We had no clue,
What was getting ready to happen,
Was not completely out of the blue...
God had a plan,
Throughout all the years,
He was making us for each other,
To share life's smiles and tears...
I never could have imagined,
What a sister's love was about,
Until I met you,
And then I really found out...
A sister's love is unconditional,
It's a love tat has no ends,
A sister's love wants the best for each other,
It's a love that will always defend...
Sometimes we may get mad,
Or we may begin to fight,
But that's the fun part about having a sister,
We both think we're always right!
I'm so glad that I did not have,
A sister in the past,
It's made me much more thankful,
For the sister I have at last...
I luv u as my kaimui annabel~~♥
My sotsot kai mui!!!
Meimei!! Haha!! This poem is for u!!! ENJOY!!
Breeze flows by,
Whispering words into my ear,
Numbness grips my soul,
and the scary heart skips a beat...
The sun setting down the prairies,
Signals the end,
When will you come back to me,
I am shattered and broken...
The flowers have died,
my tears have dried,
These wounds will never heal,
unless you are here with me...
Even in a stone,
Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon...
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Hopeless~~
I'm all alone in a room that's dark,
Fighting the urge to add another mark,
My tears are flowing,
My thoughts collide,
And the end result I'll have to hide...
I'm battered,
Bruised and all alone,
Unable to fight this on my own,
Friends used to help me through the day,
But they saw my pain and ran away...
I'm growing weaker as the days pass,
Afraid today might be my last,
I know the next move is up to me,
Asking for help is the only key...
Just for today~~
Just for today I will hold my head high,
And forget my problems,
I can smile and make everyone else's day better,
Even if behind that smile I cry...
Just for today I will walk away from a fight,
Though I may feel hurt inside,
I will ignore what was said,
And continue on peacefully...
Just for today I will set an example,
When I feel the need to hurt,
I will laugh and walk away,
People will admire me more...
Just for today I will say only positive things,
I will treat others the way I would want to be treated,
Instead of the way they treat me,
I will be confident that life is like a mirror,
If you smile at it,
It smiles back,
And what goes around comes around,
So one day that smile will return to me...
Just for today I will stand tall,
I will not look at the ground,
But instead share happiness with others,
I will not compromise my morals,
Instead I will offer opinions,
And accept reaction without questions...
Just for today I will accept life's ups and downs,
And know that they only make me stronger in the end,
I will understand that doing what is right,
And knowing what is right are separate issues,
But with strenght I can bring them together to make the world a better place...
Lullaby for you friend~~
When she's crying on your shoulder,
And you don't know what to say,
Just whisper softly in her ear,
That everything will be okay...
When she says her heart is broken,
And her soul feels so alone,
Just tell her you love her(as a frend),
Just tell her on the phone,
When you hear her breathe so gently,
And see tears fall from her eyes,
Wipe them one by one,
Tell her everybody cries,
And soon she will look up at you,
And maybe start to smile,
And thank you for just being there,
Through all the painful while,
And you'll look down in her golden eyes,
And know just what to say,
That on you she can depend,
And everything will be okay...
So I'm told~~~
I am.......
Unspeakably loud,
Insanely normal,
Creatively dull,
Horribly good,
Arrogantly humble,
Hysterically calm,
Perfectly imperfect,
Simply complex,
Precisely off-centre,
Cynically optimistic,
Foolishly realistic,
Incompetently capable,
Animatedly real,
Patiently anxious,
Cowardly courageous,
Characteristic remarkable,
Or so I'm told...
And I'm completely okay with it~~~
Impulsive Identity~~
Make a wish upon an eyelash,
Kiss a butterfly,
Run barefooted over sandy beaches,
Blow dandelion seeds into the sky...
Make a statement lound and clear,
Say what's on your mind,
Wear whatever you wanna wear,
Show the world you're undefined...
Run and play with wild horses,
Let your hair fly free,
Be confident,
Express yourself,
Let no one tell you who to be...
Practice martial arts on a trampoline,
Be wild and dye you hair,
Laugh and sing at the top of your lungs,
Spread smiles everywhere...
Show everyone your fearless self,
Now's your time to shine,
Don't fear at all about what others think,
Give no mind to it at all,
Just do what you wanna do,
And just paint your own design...
Sp3nt~
I have spent too many years,
Staring into the mirror on the wall,
Which only magnifies the imperfections,
Back to my smiling face...
I've spent too many days,
Trying to be the pillar of optimism,
That keeps up the facade,
Even when everything's not okay...
I have spent too many nights,
Covering up my tears and pain,
With an insecurity blanket made,
Of laughter and lies...
I have spent too many hours,
Watching those carefree girls who,
Reflect the perfection of female beauty,
Which I will never have...
I have spent too much time,
Stepping up onto a scale,
Only to measure my inability,
To succeed at the smallest goals...
I have spent almost 14 years,
Living in this world,
And just now I'm beggining to wonder,
If I have ever really lived at all...
One Chance To Be Myself~~
Today for a second I waited,
A pause that I needed to take...
Held tightly were my eyes to my pillow,
Delayed was the motion to wake...
A moment was needed to listen,
To the silence that filled the new day...
A moment to be more decisive,
About the self that I want to portray...
Sometimes I wish I felt pretty,
Sometimes I wish I was more,
Sometimes I wish I could vanish,
Through a promising wide-open door...
Sometimes I wish I felt needed,
Sometimes I wish it was true,
Sometimes I wish I could realize,
All the things I've needed to do...
But the wishes of maybe are countless,
And the hours do not disagree,
That time makes a habit of slipping away,
And there's only one chance to be myself...
This Is Me~
As I lay awake at night,
I think about the day that just went by,
Wondering if I could have changed anything to make it better...
I think about my future,
What I can do to reach my dreams,
How to achieve them,
If I have what it takes,
And if I'm on the right path in life...
I think about my past,
All the people I've met,
Who I've liked and disliked,
My family and friends,
How I grew up,
And what I've accomplished...
I think about what's really important to me,
My morals and values...
I think of how the world works,
And how I would change it if I could...
I think of what I've been through,
And how I feel...
At the end of the day,
I think about who I am....
Friday, September 3, 2010
Last day of school before Hari Raya Holidays~~
Today was awesome!! After school everyone went nutz!! And here we go playing with water and flour outside school~~I kena splashed by ice-cream,water,cincau,coca-cola and flour~~RAWR!!! The latest splashing-bash mixture~~I damn sticky weh!! Out from no where everyone started buying ice-cream and flinging it at their friends~~haha~~Ph yea~~Those who splashed me juz nw, i juz wanted to say U GUYZ WILL KENA FROM ME PUAS PUAS AFTER SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!! HAHA!! Ha[[y holidays guyz!! Luv ya~~xoxo
Monday, August 16, 2010
GettiNg iN~
It's not a dream but a might reality,
A glimpse of the higher life,
The broader possibilities of humanity,
Which is granted to the man who,
Amid the rush and roar of living,
pauses four short years to learn what living means~
Saturday, July 31, 2010
What if??~~
Maybe this was meant to be.
Maybe now it should be me.
Been dreaming of this forever.
But I'm feeling so confused.
Yeah,It's hard to see who's right.
Is it you or I.
And I don't know what to do.
Oooh. We'll stay together always thats the promise we made.
But suddenly it's not so clear.
And I'm being pulled both ways.
And it's ripping my heart, tearing me apart.
It's impossible to choose.
What if I don't try,
What if I do.
Everything that I've dreamed right in front of me.
If I win wat would I lose.
How can I learn to live windering what if.
ooooh ooh. Things will never be the same. Noo noo, Maybe thats the price of fame. Been waiting for this forever. It's close
enough for me to touch. But if I don't go for it, I might always regret. But is it worth us breaking up.
Oooh. We'll stay together always is the promise we made.
But suddenly it's not so clear.
And I'm being pulled both ways.
And it's ripping my heart, tearing me apart.
It's impossible to choose.
What if I don't try,
What if I do.
Everything that I've dreamed right in front of me.
If I win wat would I lose.
How can I learn to live wondering,
what if I would have tried, I could shine even fly, I don't want to realize after its too late nooo ooh, and see it all pass
me by, If I could, if I don't, will I ever really know, what the future could hold, before it slips away. Could be the chance
of a lifetime.
And it's ripping my heart, tearing me apart, this is all so hard to choose, what if I don't try, what if I do. Every dream
that I dream, right in front of me. If I win,wat would I lose. How could I learn to, live wondering what if. I'm never
going to say, what if.
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
~Fight For Christ~
WOOTZ!! Fight For Christ 2010 here I come!! YAY!! Its going to be from 6-9 september...IN MELAKA!! YES DOUBLE BONUS!! Get to go for camp and get to see lucas~~ xD~~ Price it RM180~~Cheap Cheap~~ Hope laoKong can go aso~~T.T
Thursday, July 22, 2010
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE U STUPID STUPID NICHOLAS SUAH HING VIP!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY PERFECT LIFE!!!!! I HATE YOU AND THE ENTIRE SMK USJ 13 HATES YOU!!!! YOU HURT ONE OF MY BESTFRENDZ FEELINGZ ASO!! AND NOW YOU'RE DEAD!!!! Why can't u juz stop hurting girls?? WAT THE CRAP IS YOUR PROBLEM??!!! CAN'T U BE LIKE THE OTHER GUYZ?? WHO DOESN'T CPL WITH 1 GIRL AND HAVE ANOTHE GIRL BEHIND THEIR BACKS!!AND FYI YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS/TAI KOR IN OUR SCHOOL!! SO STOP ACTING LIKE ONE!!! U'RE BEING A CHICKEN!! WAN FIGHT ASO DUN DARE COME ALONE!! MUZ ASK UR SO CALL GANG COME!! U ARE SUCH A COWARD~~ DAMN IMATURE WEH U~~ GROW UP AND GET A LIFE LA~~ NOOB LA U~~ MESS PPLS LIFE NIA~~GO GET A GAY PARTNER LA!! SINCE U LIKE TO MOLEST BOY SO MUCH!!
N~ Nobody
I~ Idiot
C~ Chikopek
H~ Heartbreaker
O~ Opposite of human
L~ Lan Ci
A~ Asshole
S~ Sakai
S~ Sampat
U~ Useless
A~ Acavade
H~ Heart Ruiner
H~ Hard to keep to 1 girl
I~ Is a playboy
N~ Nothing Better To Do In Life than ruin girl's life
G~ Gay
V~ Very
I~ Idiotic
P~ Person
Monday, June 28, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
No Figure In My Utopian World~
In my utopian world
There would be no figure.
Young woman wouldn't strive
To look like one another..
Young souls wouldn't shatter
In dissapointment to look
Like the thin
Beauty would only be found from within
Supermodels in our society would be the Mother Teresa types,
so loving, beautiful and gifted inside...
It's all a game
A game that we no longer have to play
If we lived in my utopian world
Human figures world be
The last talk of the day
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Leaving You Behind~~
A new step of life,
A new day for me,
A new day to be happy,
And a new day to forget you...
The first day,
After I broke up with you,
Felt like a thousand blades
Slahing through my heart...
But it also felt like
I've earn my freedom already...
That made me think to myself...
Did I make the right decision,
Breaking up with you?
Cause deep inside I still loved you...
But you gave me no choice but to break up with you
At times there would be a moment
That I'll think about the memories
We've made and times that we cried...
There would also be times where I would
Stare at you and regretting
Leaving you and i would pass by your class juz to look at you...
And I would walk faster than you in the hallway just to impress you...
But before I left you,
I thought i'll forget you in a blink of an eye,
But I was wrong
It was even harder than I expected...
The following day,
I see you flirting with her,
And that is when I found out
You've got yourself a new girl
And I felt really angry inside
Then I realized
That you've forgot about me already
And that you've moved on...
I started to hate all of the
girls that are really close with yu
Even though some of them are
My highly trusted friend...
I told my problems to my close friends
They said that I sould move on
And to get a new guy...
But it was hard
I said to myself
"forget him??How could I do it??"
But I was being sarcastic
Being stupid
being an idiot
And being a fool...
After being confused and angry
It was finally working out..
I talked to my brother Emery Khoo
And one of my admire Lucas Tan
And they helped me out~
Than I said to myself
"I GOTTA MOVE ON!!"
I was felling happy the next day
I started to forget you by,
giving & throwing away stuff and present you gave me,
deleted you from my memory
Erasing and throwing anything about you in my room..
Tearing down your pictures
And glued it on my dart board...
Ignored you calls and texts...
Stop staring and chasing you like a crazy person...
And it works!!
Now instead of me chasing after you,
You are chasing & begging me to
Forgive you, Give you another chance, Love you and to be with you..
I gave you an instant answer
"NO!!"
You got angry with me
which gave me more benefit..
And now
I'm much more happier
And I'm enjoying my life with my new guy
Lucas Tan~~
So LEAVE ME ALONE FROM NOW ON~ MOVE ON~~
Exam~~
Well, Mid-Term exam i finally over and here comes EXAM RESULTS~~ AHHHHHH!!! Wonder wat score I'll get?? HMMMMM??? And we got 2 weekz of crazy holiday~~ wootz!! Last day of school after exam finish, we played with eggs, water and flour...OMG~~ It's a fun tradition our school students came up with~ But it isn't fun if teacher cathces u playing with it....OHOHOH~~~ And here comes borang demerit~ Well it was a blast~ XD~Haiz now we have to wait for exam results~ Until than off I go mapling~ Bye~~
BestFriendz~~~
When It Hurts To Look Back,
And You're Scared To Look Ahead,
You Can Always Look Beside You And You're BestFriendz Will Be There~
Love Is A Rubix Cube~~
Love Is Like A Rubix Cube...There Are Countless Number Of Wrong Twists And Turns...But When You Get It Right,It Looks Perfect No Matter Which And What Way You Look At It~
E Unum Pluribus~~
She's an artist of sorts,
With her brushes and paints,
But she doesn't use canvas,
It's opinion she taints...
Around certain "friends",
She paints on a grin,
So she can be popular,
So she can fit in...
With other friends,
She's loud and obscene,
It's the aim of the game,
To be rowdy and mean...
Close to her family,
She's quiet and shy,
They hardly take notice,
If she is nearby...
When she's with the guys,
She's a tease and a flirt,
She gives and gives,
Ignoring the hurt...
The people nearby her,
They hope and they pray,
That they could be popular,
Like her one day...
But when she's alone,
She breaks down and cries,
For there is no answer,
When she asks, "Who Am I??"
Monday, May 31, 2010
Metro Choral speaking..(the singing part plz follow Whitney Houstan Song"Greatest Love Of All)
Ladies an gentlemen
Coming to you live
Is an eye-opening
Breath-taking experience
That will know you off your seats
So, brace yourself
As we give you a panoramic view
Of three significant stages in life
Childhood
Adolescence
And the teen years...
Jeng jeng jeng...
We now present to you
THE CHILDREN ARE OUR FUTURE
In the begining
*screams* PUSH
*screams* PUSH
*screams* PUSH
Awww, Babies
Nice to see, nice to hold
Make them cry
The mama's gonna scold
Time of nursery rhymes
And kiddy songs
It's our job to teach them rite from wrong
As they grow and yearn for more
Crucial it is
That Godly character is their core
Therefore
Right here at Metro
Children of all ages
Attend King's Kids
Because as little as they seem
THE CHILDREN ARE OUR FUTURE
*sings*
I belive that children are our future
Teach them well
And let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the childrens laughter
Remind us how we used to be
Next
The Tween Stage
Nope, Not teenage
T-W-E-E-N, Tween
Whats that you ask??
Its the stage between
Being a child and a teen
It's a time of change
ARGHHHH!!! PIMPLE!!!
It's a time of discovery
Oooo Girlz!!
Ewww Boyz!!
It's a time when
Characters are slowly moulded
And personalities begin
To shine through
At such an important
Transitional stage
Constant support, assurance
And guidance is the key..
However
In a time of many changes
We know that GOD is forever faithful
Move aside man..
Jesus Christ is my hero!!
*singz*
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found someone who fullfilled my need
A lonely place to be
And so I've learned to depend on God
And now
We give to you
THE TEEN YEARS...
Jeng jeng jeng...
Ahh...Yes the teen years
A time when pants drop lower
And words get shorter
YO, SUP
NO..Much shorter
OMG,FYI,BRB,IDK,GTG,LOL
Oh me, Oh my, what they mean
I can't tell
It is a period where
Apples and berries are
No longer fruits
An era where
Facbook beats School Books
A genaration who prefer
To sms than to call
In NexGen, Us the teens
Have one common belief
That is
Jesus Christ is the only way
He's the way(uhuh uhuh)
We like it(uhuh uhuh)
He got a plan for us
And will take care of all our fears
No more sorrow about tomorrow
We'll just do our best
And let GOD do the rest!!
*singz*
I decided long ago
never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fail if I don't succeed
At least I live as I belive
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away what I belive
Finally as all is said and done
Our message to you is clear
We are the next generation
And the future
With GOD
We have nothing to fear
Because we know everything
Will be fine for sure
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY??
*singz*
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
And if by chance that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strenght in love
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love GOD more
It is the greatest love
OF ALL~~~
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Church Dedication
Today was awesome!!! Our church which is Metro Tabernacle A/G had a church dedication...WOOTZ!!! It was awesome...The had singing, dancing and even choral speaking....It was a blast!! And it was tiring~~~
Friday, May 28, 2010
Love letter (japanese)
Aishiatte tsutaeatte motto soba de kanjitai no
LOVE LETTERS from my heart LOVE LETTERS for your smile
uchiagetai kono omoi wo
Dare no sei demo nai noni ne
itsuka kuwakunatte
iitai kimochi kuchibiru de
kakurenbo no one sided love
tomori hajimeru machiakari suki to MAIL ni shite
pikapika no hikari ni no sa kimi ni todoketai no ni
(*)Repeat
Kitto itsu demo shiawase na
wakenante nai kedo
yappari daisuki na hito to shiawase ni naritai no
kakushin shinakya fumidasenai
jibun ga modokashii
kizuita no deai dake ja kokoro shimae nai koto
Tanjoubi wa kanpai shite
onaji keshiki yakitsuketai
aishita nara aisaretai kagayaku machi yuuki kudasai
I LOVE YOU kimi ni tsutaeta nara
watashi kitto kawareru hazu
Aishiatte tsutaeatte motto soba de kanjitai no
LOVE LETTERS from my heart LOVE LETTERS for your smile
uchiagetai kono omoi wo
Tanjoubi wa kanpai shite
onaji keshiki yakitsuketai
aishitanara aisaretaii kagayaku machi yuuki kudasai...
the healing heart~
Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils thine soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover thine lost love.
'Tis night brings tender passing,
healing thine soul with glorious blunder.
Caus' not one or two,
but dissipated nights of dreams.
Sadness comes to end,
happiness conquered hate.
Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Forever friends
You've taste the bitter defeat and the sweet success
You won it all and you settle for nothing less...
You've tried harder than the rest
You've become one of the best
This is the time you'll remember for all your life
Forever friend
In harmony
As the whole world joins and sees
Days of unity and peace
Forever through the years
We'll hear the cheers
Joy and laughter everywhere
We're together here to share
Forever friends
You'll meet all races see faces you've never seen
People from part of the world where you've never been
And you'll feel it in your heart
We spent too much time apart
This is the time where all dreams of man comes alive
Forever friends
In harmony
As the whole world joins and sees
Days of unity and peace
Forever thorugh
The years
We'll hear the cheers
Joy and laughter everywhere
We're together here to share
Forever friends
No matter we are or go
No matter what we hope for or know
No matter our hope or share
There is one dream we share
Forever friends
In harmony
As the whole world joins and sees
Days of unity and peace
Forever through the years
We'll hear the cheers
Joy and laughter everywhere
We're together here to share
One world one dream
Forever friends
In harmony
Forever FRIENDS!!!!!!
Let Me Be Your Shoulder
When U are facing problems, let me ur resolver....When u are crying let me be the one to dry your tears... When u are fall down let me be the one who raise u up again...When u need a listener let me be your ears...and when u are blinded by the darkness let me be your eyes and your bright light that shall guide u through... And now when u are having family problems, i'll always be by your side...I love you LT~
Exammm~~~~
AHHHHH!!! Exam!!! Ish.... So far no matter how much I seem to study, nothing seems to get in my head...And tomorrow got Sejarah exam....CRAP!!! I dun even know a thing about history...AHHHHHH!!!!!! If I fail my exam I am dead meat....Exam oh exam....WHY ON EARTH DID U EXISTS?? WITHOUT U WE WILL BE PERFECT... NO STRESS AND NO HOMEWORKKK....Tat would be super nice...Haiz~~
Saturday, May 22, 2010
~Saranghaeyo~
Zhan Zai Ji Mo De Wu Tai Shang
deng Guang Xia Tuo Zhe Zi Ji De Yin Zi
yin Yue Chong Fu Wo Men Gong Tong De You Shang
bu Shi Mei Yi Ci De Yan Chang
jiu Ke Yi Dan Wang Ming Tian Mei You Ni
in My Heart We'll Never Be Apart
chan Liu Shou Shang De Xiang Wei Ti Xing Wo
zai Shu Wei Xiang Ji Li Liu Xia De Cheng Nuo
mei Yi Feng Jian Xun Chuan Chu De Si Nian Dou Dui Ni Shuo
(Chorus)
sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
dai Biao Zhe Wo Li Bu Kai Ni
mei Fen Mei Miao Mei Yi Ge Sheng Yin
zhi You Ni Sa Jiao Hui Rang Wo Wei Xiao
sa Rang Hae Yo Zhi Dui Ni Shuo
i Will Love You And Forevermore
wo Da Ying Baby You Will See
mei Yi Ge Wo Dou Shu Yu Ni
chan Liu Shou Shang De Xiang Wei Ti Xing Wo
zai Shu Wei Xiang Ji Li Liu Xia De Cheng Nuo
mei Yi Feng Jian Xun Chuan Chu De Si Nian Dou Dui Ni Shuo
(Chorus)x2
oh Baby I Will Love You Because
wo Dou Shu Yu Ni
Prefectz~
Gratz to all the school prefect's probates whom passed probation... WOOTZ!!! U guyz are now officialy prefects of SMK USJ13... You guyz can get ur prefect uniform and blazerz from Bee Loon at USJ9...Good luck and once again CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Someone~
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Inori~
Urunda hitomi no oku ni
Kawaranu kimi no sugata
"Doko made sekai wa tsudzuku no"
Todaeta hibi no kotoba
Kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
Mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
Oshiete umi wataru kaze
Inori wa toki wo koeru
Kasunda chihei no mukou ni
Nemureru hoshi no souwa
"Akenai yoru wa nai yo" to
Ano hi no tsumi ga warau
Furueru kimi wo dakiyose
Todokanu kokuu wo aogu
Kikoeru yami terasu kane
Kimi eto michi wa tooku
Kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
Mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
Oshiete umi wataru kaze
Inori wa toki wo koeru
Kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
Mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
Oshiete umi wataru kaze
Inori wa toki wo koeru
Inori wa toki wo koeru
Maybe Someday~
Maybe Someday konna namida mo tsugi no egao no RISETTO kamo ne
kagayaku ano hi no manazashini
mata dokoka de aetara ii ne
kitto dokoka de aetara ii ne
Always furikaereba kimi mo nakama mo itekureta hibi
arifureta shiawase ni kidzuku ni wa doredake jikan wo kaketadarou
Walking away yorimichi moshite daijina mono wo naku shita kiga suru
POKETTO nishimatta takaramono doko ni itta no ? omoidasae
Maybe Someday yanchana bokura mo otona ni mietekuru no kana ?
Maybe One day moshimo hitogomi de sure chigattara namae saken de
ima ha namida ga tomaranai kedo
mata dokoka de aetara ii ne
kitto dokoka de aetara ii ne
Still today tabi wa hate shinaku ano machi ni modoru no wa hayasugiru kana
sayonara ga ii da senakatta no wa setsunai egao ga mita kunai ( karasa )
Maybe Someday kisetsu mo kanjizuni sabishi sani nare teshimau kana
Maybe One day konna namida mo tsugi no egao no RISETTO kamo ne
kagayaku ano nichi nomanazashi ni
mata dokoka de aetara ii ne
kitto dokoka de aetara ii ne
kaeru basho wa itsumo aru kara
saki no michi ha magari kunetteite mo
wazukana ippo, honno sukoshi demo, mae ni susumou
Maybe Someday yanchana bokura mo otona ni mie tekuru no kana?
Maybe One day moshimo hitogomi de sure chigattara namae saken de
ima ha namida ga tomaranai kedo
mata dokoka de aetara ii ne
kitto dokoka de aetara ii ne
Someday, One day, maybe with you
Maybe Someday
Might this tear resets everything for the smile that is coming
The look on that shiny day
It will be great if I can see that again somewhere
It will be great for sure if I can see that again somewhere
Always looking back on
those days with you and my friends
In order to notice those happiness out of ordinary
how long has it taken me?
Walking away Hanging around
I feel like I have lost something important
The treasure which I put into a pocket
Where can it be?
I can't remember
Maybe Someday I wonder
When will us, the little brats, become adults?
Maybe One day
If we are separated in a crowd
Please call my name
Although the tears are not going to stop right now
It will be great to meet again somewhere
It is going to be great to meet again somewhere
Still today
The journey will not stop
So it is still early for me to come back to this street
I was not able to say goodbye
because I don't want to see that sad smile of yours
Maybe Someday
I will be used to being lonely and not noticing the season changes
Maybe One day
Might this tear resets everything for the smile that is coming
The look on that shiny day
It will be great if I can see that again somewhere
It will be great for sure if I can see that again somewhere
My home I will always be able to go back
Even the path in front of me is all crooked
Merely a step, just one little step
I am moving forward
Maybe Someday I wonder
When will us, the little brats, become adults?
Maybe One day
If we are separated in a crowd
Please call my name
Although the tears are not going to stop right now
It will be great to meet again somewhere
It is going to be great to meet again somewhere
For You~
冬の妖精たちが輝き 舞い降りてくる
何もすることないから 笑顔の写真 くちづけた
約束した映画の長い列に 二人してもう 並ぶことはないの？
だけど 心は そばにいるから
友達にも miss you もう二度と 戻れない
あなたが 好きで 会いたくて
キスが 百億の 雪を 伝うの
どこかで 偶然に 巡り 会える日まで
忘れなくても baby 好きでも いいですか？
ずっと 忘れない
たった 一人ぼっちの 自分に 気づいた 瞬間
本当の 寂しさがね 溢れては また 込み上げる
人を愛す そんな想いを 今
大切だって 忘れないって 思う
この アドレスを 何度 かえても
その 声も 夢も 私を 離れないの
時が 流れて 違う 恋しても
あなたを想い出すでしょう
出會えた 運命が 交わした ぬくもりが
「あなたで良かった」って 心から言えるよ
いつか 逢えるまで
未來は can't stop やって来る
悲しいほど はやく forever
幸せだって 傷付いたって
誰かを 愛する 時 just alive
あなたが 好きで 会いたくて
キスが百億の雪を つたうの
どこかで偶然に巡り 会える日まで
忘れなくても baby 好きでもいいですか？
ずっと 忘れない
fuyu no youseitachi ga kagayaki maiorite kuru
nani mo suru koto nai kara egao no shashin kuchidzuketa
yakusoku shita eiga no nagai retsu ni futari shite mou narabu koto wa nai no?
dakedo kokoro wa soba ni iru kara
tomodachi ni mo miss you mou nido to modorenai
anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...
tatta hitoribocchi no jibun ni kidzuita shunkan
hontou no sabishisa ga ne afurete wa mata komiageru
hito wo aisu sonna omoi wo ima
taisetsu datte wasurenai tte omou
kono ADORESU wo nando kaete mo
sono koe mo yume mo watashi wo hanarenai no
toki ga nagarete chigau koishite mo
anata wo omoidasu deshou
deaeta unmei ga kawashita nukumori ga
"anata de yokatta" tte
kokoro kara ieru yo
itsuka aeru made...
mirai wa can't stop yatte kuru
kanashii hodo hayaku forever
shiawase datte kizutsuita tte
dare ka wo aisuru toki just alive
anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Haiz~
I dun understand why do form 1 guyz wanna kao a girl tat is elder than himself?? Isn't it a little awkward?? Well now there is a guy in my school from form 1 who likez me...And i only treat him as my frend....And he is aso 1 of the prefect boardz probate...If I were to cpl with him I have to dump LT which I will never do...Second maybe some ppl will think if he passes his probation they might say becuz he cpl with a prefect that is why he passed...So i dun wan that to happen...Besides I luv my bf too much to let him go....So now I have to ask some of my frendz to tell him to stop loving me...
Todayz~
I went with my mom, bro and my sis to sungai wang...We went to eat at restaurent called TOOWI... We choose tat place becuz it has the concept of a bathroom....Ur chair is replaced by a toilet bowl....Ur food bowl is replaced by a mini toilet bowl...Ur cup is aso replaced by a toilet bowl...Food was yummy....I'll upload some picz when I go back home cuz now I'm in hospital...So I can't do much....xD~ it was so fun....I had cheese baked fish rice and a blue frappe ice blended drink....My bro had the same food and a red frappe ice blended...My sis shared my food...My mom had cheese baked scallop, Chicken fillet rice.....IT WAS PERFECTO!!! I'm definately going there again... And if u are wondering where.... It is at Sungai Wang Plaza At the 3rd floor near the "Cool Blog" shop....Hahaz....Have a nice day ppl....Oh yea Before I forget...HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DONALD YEOW WEI QUAN aka DONALD DUCK....Hehe...Quack quack quack!!!! Tuesday u are going to be a cake urself thankz to mie....xD...Monday cannot cuz I'm not going....
Thursday, May 6, 2010
~FriENDshiP Is LikE a FLowER~
Friendship is like a flower
Glowing in its glory
Each and every seed
Telling its own story
As each flower blooms
And then continues to grow
More of its strenght and knowledge
Continues to show
And like a garden,
It blooms much more fair
When carefully tended
By those who care
Once in a while
You come across a friend
Who is as beautiful as a flower
With a good heart to lend
So I picked this flower
And pulled it apart
And soon all its pieces
Grew into my heart
But what I realized
Is that this flower that grew
Was not leaves and petals
But pieces of you
Your love and kindness
Your strenght and power
Have helped me grow
Into my own little flower
And now with our friendship
I'll never let go
And we can help others
To bloom and grow~
Sorrows Underneath~
I think of all my problems
I think of all my pain
I think about all my sorrows
Until I go insane
I think of all the smiles I've worn
Which hides sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice
That I go through so much grief
My tears seem to keep flowing
Inside my tired eyes
Each time I wanna tell you
My words come out as lies
These dayz I'm feeling distant
Far away and weak
My sadness pulls me further
From the happiness I seek
I've just begun to realize
That my hopes and dreams are gone
I'm walking down a dead-end road
Humming a tuneless song
I'm standing on a rooftop
Although I'm scared of heights
I'm watching the cars beneath me move
And somehow this doesn't feel rite
Now I think of what I'm doing
I know I should find a way
To beat through my depression
Will I be able to someday??
Someone might be there
To help me make it through
Maybe they will listen
And tell me what to do.
I'm seeing through the darkness
And I'm starting to trust a few
I think I'll try to make it
So I can be there for them too~
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
~Breathing~
Tears begin to flood my face
Like a cup that's left under a running water
Well after the water has reached the rim
My heart leaping to my throat
Getting caught
Squuezing, twisting , tearing
My throat contracting around
The emotions that threaten
To leap up and out of my lips,
My stomach rumbling, wrestling, knotting
My hands quiver as I reach up
To blot the tiny teardrops
Leaving footprints down my cheeks...
The path that awaits me
suddenly seems like a pilgrimage,
One foot,
next foot
Step and step...
I see you
(I see her)
You smile
I smile
(She leaves)
You ask how I am
(I Lie)
I reply that I'm fine
(even though my heart has just crept up into my mouth& is jumping up & down on my toungue like an olympic diver waiting to hit the water)
I want to say that I miss you
Let you know that every moment I'm awake
I think of you
Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)
~My secret In silence~
You came into my life
Quietly, simply, placidly
And my words stood still...
I couldn't express in words
Or even in simply gestures
The secret I kept in my heart
So I loved you in silence
Admired you from a distance
Dreamt of you from afar...
I wanted to say I love you...
I wanted to say I care...
But cowardly,
Maybe you'll only laugh at me...
In silence then I will love you...
In silence then I will care
Because sometimes
things are better off
without being told to anyone
Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)
~Two Of Me~
I never thought I'd find myself
The day that I Found you
Plans for only one of me
Are the future plans for two
Soul mates in this universe
That makes the world surreal
For when I'd given up on my dreams
You showed me love is real.
And now that all my love for you
Will never stop growing everyday
Please take me in your loving arms
and never let me go....
Posted By~ CaramelPrincess
(ILuvLT)
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