Leaving You Behind~~

A new step of life,
A new day for me,
A new day to be happy,
And a new day to forget you...
The first day,
After I broke up with you,
Felt like a thousand blades
Slahing through my heart...
But it also felt like
I've earn my freedom already...
That made me think to myself...
Did I make the right decision,
Breaking up with you?
Cause deep inside I still loved you...
But you gave me no choice but to break up with you
At times there would be a moment
That I'll think about the memories
We've made and times that we cried...
There would also be times where I would
Stare at you and regretting
Leaving you and i would pass by your class juz to look at you...
And I would walk faster than you in the hallway just to impress you...
But before I left you,
I thought i'll forget you in a blink of an eye,
But I was wrong
It was even harder than I expected...
The following day,
I see you flirting with her,
And that is when I found out
You've got yourself a new girl
And I felt really angry inside
Then I realized
That you've forgot about me already
And that you've moved on...
I started to hate all of the
girls that are really close with yu
Even though some of them are
My highly trusted friend...
I told my problems to my close friends
They said that I sould move on
And to get a new guy...
But it was hard
I said to myself
"forget him??How could I do it??"
But I was being sarcastic
Being stupid
being an idiot
And being a fool...
After being confused and angry
It was finally working out..
I talked to my brother Emery Khoo
And one of my admire Lucas Tan
And they helped me out~
Than I said to myself
"I GOTTA MOVE ON!!"
I was felling happy the next day
I started to forget you by,
giving & throwing away stuff and present you gave me,
deleted you from my memory
Erasing and throwing anything about you in my room..
Tearing down your pictures
And glued it on my dart board...
Ignored you calls and texts...
Stop staring and chasing you like a crazy person...
And it works!!
Now instead of me chasing after you,
You are chasing & begging me to
Forgive you, Give you another chance, Love you and to be with you..
I gave you an instant answer
"NO!!"
You got angry with me
which gave me more benefit..
And now
I'm much more happier
And I'm enjoying my life with my new guy
Lucas Tan~~
So LEAVE ME ALONE FROM NOW ON~ MOVE ON~~