I feel Like Dyingg......

I can't stand living any longer...I just can't...My own BFF just lied to me...She swore that she'll keep what i told her a secret...but she blabbered out everything...And everything just seem to get worst...I feel like life is uselesss...Wat the use of me living when i have to see 'his' face everyday in school...Wat's the use of living when everyone betrays me...Wat's the use of living when no one understands me...WAT'S THE USE OF LIVING WHEN ALL THE WORLD HAS TO OFFER ME IS PAIN AND SUFFER?? No one understands meee...And honestly, at this very second I feel like ending it all my ending my own stupid lifeee...I'm tired of everything...Such as the names they've been calling me...the way tat i've been treated...The way my own BFF treats me...The tiredness and stress of me just getting through a day without any drama..The weight that my ex keeps giving me...Everytime I wanna forget everything and anything about him, he'll always try to melt my heart...And its hard to forget about it...Especially wat happened when I was with him...IT KILLS ME!! I can't be myself becuz if I do i'll just get rumbled over stampeding horses...Y can;t this world juz giv me a day where i dun have to suffer?? WHYY?!?!Everytime i see him i dunno if i should ignore him or should i just give him a tight slap....If i could make a wish, i would wish that i could start my entire life again starting from a baby~But i know tat's impposible...I dunno if i can carry on if Lucas,BX,KL,KY,YWKY,MK,LL,PSD,PSS,LBI,SS,JM&VL leaves me...I seriously will not stand living anymoree...I wan to thank all those whom helped me overcome though,crazy and stupid timess=)I love u guys so much! especially Lucas,LL,BX,JM,VL and YWKY=)!thankss=)